Sunday, October 31, 2004 \ 1:04 AM
came online just to blog about this.twin and i were talking about different kinds of weird ppl just now.
-ppl who make everything look as tho its their partners fault
-ppl who make a big fuss outta nothing
-ppl who think too much in their relationship
-ppl who DONT think at all in their relationship.
and the worst kind:
ppl who blame their partners for something
when they themselves are doing a MUCH MORE serious version of it.
i mean. seriously la.
if ure gna repeat the same offence as your dear darling whatever,
why complain to other ppl in the first place!
the worst thing is that the person that you complained to, finds out that ure doin the same thing.
i dont know about others, but if im the person being complained to,
my opinion of the complain-er will totally change.
ill feel turned off.
urgh. i find it totally unfair to the partner lor.
first the partner gets ALL the blame;
then he or she has to suffer stuff like that.
where is the fairness in this worldd!!
to all ppl in the relationship suffering from this,
my heart and twin's heart goes out to you.
kelian. really. haha.
hais.
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Saturday, October 30, 2004 \ 11:08 AM
Message: HER DIARY (15 lines)I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smile and kept driving.
I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV. He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried untill I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do.
I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY (2 lines)
Today ARSENAL lost to MAN UTD.DAMN IT.
haha just something i found on friendster. found it funny. so decided to post it up here. proves that girls think more than guys. altho sometimes a lil too much more. lol.
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Friday, October 29, 2004 \ 8:10 PM
just got my sch mag today (:it rocks. haha.
ok la other than the class photos making everyone look like zombies.
i like the one on speech day ;)
and the one that shows tht i got first for combined humans. haha.
" proud moments " lol.
infact i like the one on speech day so much,
i used my digicam to take photos of the photos in the photobook.
hahah. dig that.
i dont know why. but im smittened with that photo.
and it doesnt even show my whole face!
anyways
had ss lesson,
and did a little bitching w sharini. hehs.
walked around school halfway during ss lesson.
ahh. memories. feels so good!
studied at entertainment mac w twin ser yunting and bestie aft that.
halfway, i started sneezing nonstop. lols
until now.
i feel terrible.
jason says his throat is burning
my nose is burning and feels like its about to drop off.
urgh-
i hate flu ):
i hate being sick !
but at least i managed to skip tuition. again. haha
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heyy -
actually just came online to say to my blog readers.
i appreciate your effort to tag at my tagboard
and thanks for tagging.
but i would really appreciate it more if you could identify yourself instead of anonyfy-ing urself?
(:
or if ud want to protect ur identity, you could actually email me at nicole_0611@hotmail.com yea? i swear, hope to die and cross my heart that your identity wont be leeked out!!
thanks!
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Thursday, October 28, 2004 \ 9:21 PM
haha. im beginning to fall for sylvester.why?
number one. hes one person who strives to improve.
and number two, the most important. he does that little smile thingyy!!
damn la. i just love it when guys do that little smile. hahah
so cute lorrs!
and he looked quite good tonight-
and HE SANG MY SONGGG!!! the way you look tonightt. haha
actually daphne also sang my song la. orange coloured sky.
but nvm, i like sylvester better =p
alright. Os in four days ; gd luck peeps!
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004 \ 10:38 AM
currently hooked onto GREASE ;whoever who has the dvd/vcd
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE lend me okayyy! im dying to watch it!
[[ summer loving happened so fast, but ah! all those summer nightss
changechangechangilachangybob. we'll always be like oneeee, wa-wa-wa-oneeee.
baby im hoplessly devoted to youu- ]]
heh. sorry. i told you im addicted-
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004 \ 3:36 PM
O levels are in seven days.i feel like im one of the most unprepared students to take the Os ever. urghh.
HOWWW!!
im literally slacking lorr, i need some tui dong li!!
i woke up at like 1pm today.
conferenced with jo and daniel last night until 5.30am this morning?!
dont know how i survived the 6 hours, but i did la.
and i was MOST wide awake one.
those 2 procrastinators [spell?] were taking turns to fall asleep!!
hahah.
JO. still say you not sleepy.
damn. i need to study but i just cant get down to it!
God, save meeeeeeeee-
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Sunday, October 24, 2004 \ 11:01 PM
here in my hearttheres a picture of us ;
together forever
unfaded and unbroken.
wherever you are
your love covers me.
forevermore,
ull be here in my heart -
you are my everything
nothing your love wont bring.
my life is yours alone;
the only love ive ever known
your spirit pulls me through,
when nothing else will do.
every night i pray,
on bended knees.
that you will always be my everything //
so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours i pray.
to be only yours.
i know now;
you're my only hopee -
just some sappy love songs ive been listening to (:
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Saturday, October 23, 2004 \ 1:07 AM
went back to school today to get my result slip.i saw sharini and dharwinn and my sch. oh gosh i miss it sosososo much.
anyways.
they pushed up my combined humans to a c5.
so my marks range from a1 to c5. no c6!!
20 points. yay!
haha-
after that went to 5n2 classroom to study w
jo, winnie (happy birthday girl!) , shawn, daniel and ronald.
it was..okay la. not say very productive.
but not unproductive either. hahah.
ok anyway after that wenta tpc w jo.
and wenta play pool, AGAIN.
wills, baz and kenneth joined us.
wills, not bad for a beginner eh. hahah-
but daniels still the god of pool la.
aft 3 hours of pool,
we wenta mac downstairs to talk. waited for shawn. wenta koufu to watch them eat.
and finally, dragged daniel to study with baz, me, and kenneth at entertainment mac.
aiyoh that guy ah. just CANT concentrate for more than 5 minutes.
studied till late ten. (i managed to fool my way ;) )
baz and i completed at least one paper.
daniel did seven questions (applause!) hah.
den begged baz to bring me home in a cab. hahah
baz den had this brilliant idea of droppin daniel off at lor 8,
den me at my house;
then he would take the cab to serangoon mrt to go home.
haha. poor guy. by the time he reached serangoon mrt, the last train had left =x
i feel so damn bad. thank god his atm card had moneyy otherwise i thk i wouldve died of guilt.
oh yes and ive gotta talk about the cute taxi uncle!
haha. ok so we got into the cab.
den i said our destinations. "uncle lorong 8 first, yiochukang road. then serangoon mrt"
den the uncle was like "after that to where leh?"
den we were blur, cuz there were only 3 of us.
the uncle den said "theres four of you right."
so i thot he mistook barrys bag as one person.
den the uncle said "haha, were you frightened?! only 3 of you but i say 4 ppl. especially you two sitting at the back, felt scared anot?!"
all the three of us could give was the -_-"" face and a forced laughter.
not only this. den the uncle asked me if i had long hair.
i said yes.
and he gave a fantastic suggestion "next time you take cab alone at night. put down your hair act as pontianak. try to scare the taxi driverr!!"
and i was like "urm if i scare the taxi driver, he'll get into an accident. den ill really become a ghost already. uncle i think ur imagination very wild leh."
den he said "HAHAHAH. ya lor. i think i watch too much japanese ghost shows already. HAHAH."
oh gosh. hahah-
den after daniel got off. he started asking baz and me about handphones!
like wth. haha. and suddenly started asking bluetooth and mms.
nearing my place, he suddenly say "i wonder why issit called bluetooth?"
hahah. like we will know lor! aiyo.
and he was asking us how to pronounce the bluetooth thing properly.
cuz thruout the whole conversation it was in mandarin.
and he was going lan2 ya2 lan2 ya2.
damn funny la. den i gave him english lessons.
i said tooth is for one ya chi only. alot of ya chi is teeth.
and he was obediently listening to me and following my pronounciation lor!
haha funny man. aiyo. all i culd do was laugh thruout the whole journey.
i wonder what happened after i got off the cab. lol baz alone.
btw. ive uploaded around 10 more pics into my grad day album. (:
enjoy if you want to.
alright been a longwinded entry.
gna go sleep already.
cyass!
miss ya (:
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Friday, October 22, 2004 \ 10:04 AM
im going back to schoooollllalala
im gna see SHARINI!! (:(:(:(:
hahahas. ok la im crazy.
but who cares, IM GOIN BACK TO BEATTY SECONDARY!! =p
lols
byee!
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Thursday, October 21, 2004 \ 8:39 PM
ORLINDA CHO WORE A DRESS!!!and she actually looked quite nice!!
lols.
sorry abit kua zhang. im feeling abit high ah.
but
she really looked quite nice!
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been two days and im missin you already
Never really thought you could mean,
So much in such a little time.
Think about the nights when im lyin in your bed,
With my chest resting your head,
now that youre gone im here to stay.
i think im fallin down. Down down down,
with a bad case of love. Love love love,
i think im falling for you. You you you,
I think, im fallin in love.
When you come back all I wanna do is hold you,
Have a blast even though theres nothing to do,
Hold you close and look you in the eyes.
So just come back and ill tell you how I feel,
Never knew how easy you could steal, my heart
I miss you come home soon.
i think im fallin down. Down down down,
with a bad case of love. Love love love,
i think im falling for you. You you you,
with a bad case of love. Love love love,
i think im falling for you. You you you,
I think, Im fallin in love,
I think, I'm fallin in love (x2),
Cause I know that you wont be home when I call you.
youre in England now, I hope that youll be home soon.
Cause I know that you wont be there when I call you now.
[solo]
i think im fallin down. Down down down,
with a bad case of love. Love love love,
i think im falling for you. You you you,
I think, Im fallin in love,
I think, Im fallin in love,
I think, im fallin in love.
I think, im fallin in love,
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im supersuper school sick ):
i really miss so many people;
so many things in school.
im gna go crazy missing the things i miss alreadyy. ahhhh!!
-wails-
i dont mind getting up early just to go school for one or two more dayss!
sighh.
its better than being stuck here at home.
SO much better.
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There were 4 men in the boat. One american, one singaporean, one british and one bangla. Well, the boat was sinking and the 4 men decided to lighten the load on the boat. The american took out his gold rolex and tossed it out to sea and said:' i've got plenty of these back home.'. The rest of the 3 men were really impressed. The brit took out his gold neckless, tossed it out to sea and said:' hey i've got plenty of that back home too'. The Singaporean and the bangla was really impressed.. Now the singaporean wanted to do something just as impressive and he thought through it really long. Finally, he took the bangla and tossed him out to sea.
im not racist. nono.
:D
The best thing about dreams is that, every once in awhile, they come true
sorry siying. i just copy first. haha
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004 \ 2:55 PM
suddenly;i thought about the postlunch chat with ed subi fajar and stephen yesterday.
and edmund was saying that there'll never be another class in the years to come
that will be like ours.
we're like the one and only class.
i was shocked to hear it coming from him.
but. you know.
he makes sense.
4e304 is the one and only class. no other class will be like us.
no matter what.
4e304 will and always be 4e304.
the people, the attitude, the atmosphere.
no where else has it.
and of course, the mess =p
[edit]
i managed to get my hands on the graduation powerpoint slide.
and as i watched it just now;
memories flooded back again
and i almost cried. ALMOST.
bt i didnt. oh well its different when ure watching it w ur friends
and when ure alone i guess.
but its still sad ):
sigh. 4e3 i miss you
heres a song for you guyss
when I think back
on these times
and the dreams
we left behind
ill be glad causeI was blessed to get
to have you in my life
when I look back
on these days
ill look and see your face
you were right there for me
[CHORUS:]
in my dreams
ill always see you soar
above the sky
in my heart
there always be a place
for you for all my life
ill keep a part
of you with me
and everywhere I am
there youll be
well you showed me
how it feels
to feel the sky
within my reach
and I always
will remember all
the strength you
gave to me
your love made me
make it through
oh, I owe so much to you
you were right there for me
[Repeat chorus]
cause I always saw in you
my light, my strength
and I want to thank you
now for all the ways
you were right there for me
you were right there for me
for always
[Repeat chorus]
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4e3 rocks
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added a few new pictures to graduation day folder (:
and i took the trouble to arrange it according to time -
last day of school first; night study. den graduation day. den aft grad day outing.
and i also added comments to it.
so you better go see it :P
its at my links.
lol.
and ANYONE with any photos of me on the last day of sch.
pleasepleaseplease send mee.
thankss (:
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timecheck 1.15 am.
just got home from pooling after night "study"
today was the last day of school. sighs.
im gna miss my whole class,
sharini the MOST!
im damn touched by her letter ):
dang. but i didnt cry =p
today school was just.
taking photos.
taking report books.
taking photos.
hugs
taking photos.
and more photos.
but shijie accidentally deleted all my photos i took todayy!! ):
[yes including yours ah sharini. sorry!!]
sighh definitely sad but nvm la. ill get it from other ppl.
so if you guys got ANY pics of me,
rem ta send me okayy-
ok night study.
haha didnt even study at all lor.
wasnt in the mood.
everything was screwed up today from the moment i reached home to the moment i left school.
but oh well.
pool was fun.
edmund wore pink! hahas =x
you look. urm. hahahs.
nvm i just have this thing against guys who wear pinkk.
anywayss reply my letter okay edmundd~ you promised!
oh yeahh;
i hereby declare daniel the god of pool.
hahahs.
hes damn pro la. ask me aim what angle, i listen. and i get the dumb ball in!
whoo`
shared cab w daniel and khairul.
altho the uncle cheated me by going the long way,
i didnt have to pay a single cent cuz the guys overpaid. haha.
thanks guys! =x
and daniel, we've to treat you to pool nxt time okayy- (:
alrighteys. no more school. and i miss school already ):
off to sleep-
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Monday, October 18, 2004 \ 3:03 PM
pract was today.it wasnt that bad after all. (:
although i kinda hurt my eye with either sodium hydroxide or the unknown P solution with a magnesium ribbon dissolved in it. either of the liquid hit my eye when i took out the stopper after giving up tryin to test for carbon dioxide.
physics was a breeeeze. except tht i forgot to put a decimal point for my readings.
damn.
chem was pretty hard.
i put no gas produced.
and for the potassium iodide question, i had no idea so i just put nitrate not present.
haha; but thank god ive done titration before.
hence i kinda knew how ta explain how to do titration. yepyeps.
oh wells. pray i can get full mark for physics, hope the teacher overlooks my one decimal point. not all that important rightt? haha =x
anyhoots.
i love this song!
welcome to my life -simple plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like some how you just dont belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
that no one hears you screaming?
No, you dont know what its like,
When nothing feels alright,
You dont know what its like,
To be like me!
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when ure down,
To feel like uve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside ure bleeding?
No you dont know what its like,
When nothing feels alright,
You dont know what its like,
To be like me!
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when ure down,
To feel like uve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think Im happy, But Im not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work, it was always there!
You dont know what its like (what its like)…
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when ure down,
To feel like uve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when ure down,
To feel like uve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
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Sunday, October 17, 2004 \ 2:55 PM
ooh yeah.and i just changed ma blogskin.
thanks bestie for the new skin (:
i love it; damn chioo. lols.
ok rain has stopped. cyas!
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wanted to leave the house.
but..
but..
it rained~ HEAVILY.
sorry peeps, ill be late (:
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Saturday, October 16, 2004 \ 10:25 AM
here are the songs played on our graduation ppt slide (:
greenday - time of your life
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist,
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
i believe- fantasia
Have you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Can lift you up and guide you on your way
[Chorus:]I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah
When you look out in the distance
You see it never was that far
Ohhh NoHeaven knows your existance
And lead you to be everything you are
OhhhThere's a time for every soul to fly
It's in the eyes of every child
It's the hope, the love that saves the world
And ohhh we should never let it go
[Chorus]
I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah
[Chorus]Ohh YeahLove keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higherLove keeps liftin me higher
I said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me I said
Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I said love keeps liften me high
vitamin c-graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus 3x
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus 3x
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Friday, October 15, 2004 \ 9:19 PM
http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeAsmbZo4YtnCwmy graduation day photos. (:
enjoy and take whichever pic you want.
dont ask me to send le.
i feel damn fucked up now.
but khai and baz, dont worry. its not solely cuz of youknowwhat.
(: thanks anyway. you guys are sweet. thanks a bunch
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graduation day is over.
of course it was sad.
and i cried la. i admit. lol
the ppt slide was too good, the moment the photo of my class came out i cried.
i took like hundreds of photos with sooo many people.
sighh im really gonna miss everyone ):
esp 4e3.
love you guys (:
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004 \ 5:04 PM
i just drank coffee.halfway, i suddenly remembered that i drank coffee yesterday as well and
junrong refused to take even a sip because he "wanted to grow taller"
and yes just in case you had no idea,
coffee stops one from growing.
and so i realised.
shit.
if i drank more, the higher chance that ill stop growing.
and i cant go "HAHA junrong same height as me onlyy!"
(altho it used to be "HAHA junrong short!" cuz hes 163 now as well. damn. )
and in a few months time, (as he predicted on nov 27)
he will be the one sayin "HAHA nic short!"
so i threw my coffee away.
i dont know why im blogging this tho-
seems so meaningless. hahah.
but oh well.
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how how i look funny in ceramic perm ma? lol. =x
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SHARINI. haha here you go babe. you look super chio here la ok. lols.
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i swear the photos are nicer than they seem here. hahah
its the background laa.
lol =x
anw, wenta sch today.
had mr boo talk which was quite interesting,
den chilled out at the art room.
cool place ah, got computer and all tht. lol
bt lucky i nv take art. so tedious!
ok aft recess had o level practical briefing,
so fast you know, the practical is like next mondayy!
then graduation day rehearsal.
cuz tomorrow is graduation dayy.
oh well im seriously gna miss my entire class,
and of course all of my friends;
esp those tht im closer to.
went night study last night and had chats with the guys later on til late tens,
we talked about all the interestin stuff tht happened since sec 1,
and we had our fair share of laughter.
sighh-
junrong kept singing graduation friends forever,
and barry kept counting down the number of days we have left as classmates.
from today, it will be 6 days. but minus the hols, it would be 3 days only!
oh goshh. so little time left. sigh
time really flies.
it seems like yesterday that i was seated next to edmund and cursing mdm diana for changing my seat to the front. lol
tomorrows graduation day.
i wonder how it will be like.
do well in your speech sharini!! dont cry halfway!! (:
oh yeah and wills pro at singing the hokkien song. lol.
he amused us in the art room todayy. haha =x
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how come ive never seen this chio photo before?! haha.
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jo and me (:
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Monday, October 11, 2004 \ 3:03 PM
heyy sorry if you guys cant view my face properly. hahahcuz the background is opaque.. yea.
lol but itll be on friendster (:
sch was great today.
nt goin sch tmr.
graduations in threedays
o levels in twenty two days.
hahas. im glad ive started studying (:
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me, in prefects tie and badge. kwite long ago. hahah
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my brother and i. he shuai hors =p
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Friday, October 08, 2004 \ 1:37 PM
;) ive a delicious kiss, an entrancing smile
and warm hugs ta offer. lol.
ooh. ive a unique love? lol. i wonder what THAT means.
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school got SO boring today i left at recess with khairul.
hahah.
seriously la, we're goin school to waste our time only.
attendance today was worse, only 25/41 of us. haha
and graduation day has been pushed forward to the 14th,
and AFTER THAT we still havta come back to school until the 22nd! like what the hell la. urghs-
oh well. i wont be coming that often.
look at 5ns man, they barely got 5 souls in their class.
it just doesnt make sense to come back to school AFTER graduation day.
its.. weird.
happy literature-ing sharini! =p
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004 \ 4:46 PM
haha. just read sharinis blog.dang i feel like writing a list as well.
and furthermore im feeling high now.
dont know whyy! dont ask!
ok only 16 more days to graduation.
im gonna miss:
- walking like a mad dog with joanne to school so that i can get front row stands to morning assembly
- standing at the front row, yet laughing with the girls at the parade commander and the flagbearers.(i still dont know why she pulls with TWO FINGERS only!)
- looking across the whole school and see which pupil is gonna die from the boredom of mr boo's lengthy speech. and laugh.
- trying to make huishan divert her attention to horse. lol
- laughing at marco's pants. LOL.
- rushing the girls so that we could be first at the chem lab BEFORE hendi. hah
- BITCHING SESSIONS.
- joining tables with sharini [aww-] and talk about anything or anyone. and i do mean ANYONE. lols.
- laughing with sharini when edo joins tables with siying or nadia. haha
- crapping with edmund and khairul
- talkin rubbish with dharwin and barry
- recess with bestie and recess cliquee
- being able to go crazy with the guys, and just laughing my heart out the whole dayy
- listening to the guys sing funny songs. and sing along sometimes.
- suaning people like sharini and huishan and siying (i said, stop waving!!)
- badminton at the hall!!
- the noodles stall. damn good food.
- competing with the teacher, seeing who could speak louder. mwahahas.
- laughing at sharini whenever she uses her faithful OHP
- shouting SHARINI SHARINI!! whenever her gay, i mean cute teacher walks in =p
- looking out of the window to see if anyone interesting was walking past
- little hugs i get from ma dearies (:
- standing outside the class with bestie and getting scolded in a language i dont understand (dr andall!) .lol
- havin the freedom to do anything i want in the class cause the teachers basically dont give a shit anyway. hahah
- cursing the school for making us climb 4 storeys so many times in ONE DAY.
- joking with mdm dianaa, mr koh.
- lesbian-ing with my lesbians? hahahs.
- reminiscing the days when bestie and i were enemies! lol. FLY KITE!!
- hanging out after school at the canteen or anywhere with my darlings.
- serious talks ive had with anyone during lessons. haha [thanks for all of that, esp khaii (: ]
- messaging people that were probably just within a HUNDRED METRE radius from me. haha
- making fun of edmunds nose, junrongs height and jeremys monkey face. haha-
- interclass gamess which promoted 4e3's entertainment value of 100 percent!
- being able to laugh together with the whole class even tho our science msg was almost a fail.
basically theres sososo much things ill miss about beatty
mostly it will be all the people i knew and the memories ive got because of them.
sigh. sixteen days more only.
bestie, dont cry! lols.
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huishan asked me to blog.
so here i am.
lols.
tht bitch wanted me to meet her to study,
so i asked siying along as well.
and now SHES BACKING OUT.
hahah, nvm i still got SIYINGG!!
((yawnnsssss))
just woke up la. tired.
oh yes and siying you owe rini and me smth right? ;)
btw, im stuck on these words by natasha bedingfield.
yes the song that i found irritating.
junrong and khairul la! keep singing. hahah
now im addicted!
these words are my own
from my heart flown
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouuuu.
theres no other way
to better say
i love you.
aww.
-sings-
i love you is that okayy?
say its okay! lols.
ok ive blogged. taaa`
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004 \ 8:59 PM
lol. an interesting conversation with darren.feel terrible. (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) red red red strawberry. [ how can i win, you keep draggin me in ] ONE POINTT!!!! says:
its so different you know the questions you ask different people.
i feel terrible. (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) red red red strawberry. [ how can i win, you keep draggin me in ] ONE POINTT!!!! says:
for me when i ask ppl from my class, its what you got for l1r5
i feel terrible. (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) red red red strawberry. [ how can i win, you keep draggin me in ] ONE POINTT!!!! says:
when i ask those from the first class
i feel terrible. (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) red red red strawberry. [ how can i win, you keep draggin me in ] ONE POINTT!!!! says:
its hey which jc you plannin to go
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
lol
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
for my class its like
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
eh
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
more than 30 points?
i feel terrible. (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) red red red strawberry. [ how can i win, you keep draggin me in ] ONE POINTT!!!! says:
lol
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
me : nope
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
eh not bad sia!
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
ahh yeah, sure where do i go with near 30 points
the moments I spend with you are those that last a lifetime. says:
they : i dont know, but its... not bad
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aight my results are out.
english- b3
chinese- b3
combined sci- c5 (like a 59.25. what the hell)
amaths- c5
combined humans -c6 (a 54. grr-)
emaths - a1 (the only one im proud of so far)
dnt - b4 (At the moment without folio)
3cs, 3bs, 1a.
hahs.
l1r5? TWENTYTHREE.
yes cheryns fave number. lol
so BYE JC.
unless by some miracle my dnt becomes a 2 after addin folio marks.
((edited))
NEW RESULTS. my dnt got a 3. sooo.
english- b3
chinese- b3
combined sci- c5
amaths- c5
combined humans -c6
emaths - a1
dnt - b3
l1 - 3
r5 - 5,6,1,3,3.
TOTAL= 21.
god ahhhs. one more pointtt to jc!!!
i dont care im gna beg. beg and BEG.
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You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away
And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything
You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me
And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...
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Monday, October 04, 2004 \ 6:55 PM
you know i cant smile without youu
cute song.
i feel terrible.
ever since my fever on friday.
more symptoms has arised.
urghhs-
and ive gastric.
):
i really feel terrible noww.
comfort food doesnt even work anymore.
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Friday, October 01, 2004 \ 7:36 PM
I'm lying alone with my head on the phoneThinking of you till it hurtsI know you hurt tooBut what else can we doTormented and torn apartI wish I could carry your smile in my heartFor times when my life feels so lowIt would make me believeWhat tomorrow could bringWhen today doesn't really knowDoesn't really know(Chorus) I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without youI know you were right believing for so longI'm all out of love, what am I without youI can't be too late to say that I was so wrongI want you to come back and carry me homeAway from these long lonely nightsI'm reaching for you, are you feeling it tooDoes the feeling seem oh so rightAnd what would you say if I called on you nowAnd said that I can't hold onThere's no easy way, it gets harder each dayPlease love me or I'll be goneI'll be gone(Chorus) Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking ofWhat are you thinking of? (Chorus (3X)- gone with the windd`
