Thursday, September 30, 2004 \ 11:59 PM
hahah today is soo my day! (:
results wise im satisfied.
after sch wenta watch white chicks. this dumb flick thats really funny. in fact VERY funny. lol-
and after night study we wenta kfc. finally had a meal with mr yeo and he was so amused by the guys. haha-
and highlight of the day
ZACHARY TURNED UP FOR OUR DATEE!! =D
haha and he actually remembers me lehh!!
so sweet. sigh
even khairul say that hes smart for his age. lol
i lovelovelovelovelove him man.
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just got home from "night study".
hahahs. after study we wenta braddell mac to watch the guys eat.
and i took this oppurtunity to take a few videos.
and junrong was in most of it. hahahs
so all you can hear will be my voice. no face of me.
wenta relive willie's childhood afta that. baz ismath me wills jo played sparklers.
under teh void deck.
den wenta peilis void deck to play candles with ed wills jo and khai and peili.
it was quite fun actually.
after ed got off the bus.i started thinkin about the whole night.
from the moment i met up with them for studies and
played and till the moment we separated at the bus stop.
just those short few hours and we had fun. especially at braddell mac takin those dumb videos.
sighh
and im thinking. only 23 days left to graduation day.
im definitely gna miss all these guys.
i suddenly felt like givin all of em a big hug
so here it is -HUGG- (:
ill nv forget you guys. -mwahh
so many things happened in this school year
and you guys never failed to make me laugh and almost cry. hahah
especially khairul who has been there for me all the way.
thanks alot !
and prolly edmund who is the only person who can make me laugh till my stomach hurts.
and also junrong. who could be the sweetest guy on earth, the most adorable didi on earth and also the most annoying lil boy. hahahs.
and ed dont be disappointed.
i believe zachary will come for our date tomorrow. haha
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004 \ 2:36 PM
okok i take back my previous entry!!
david de vince is cute. BUT
zachary is cuter lorr!!
okay la zachary is this 5 yr old guy who fell in love with me.
hahahs. im in love w him too!!
damn cuteeee. lols
and ed wants to steal him from me.
go ta hell!
=p
first day only he date me and wna give me lantern. damn cutee la.
i mean how many 5 year olds know what kazaa is!?
hahahas.
gosh hes superduper cutee.
even jo thinks so. RIGHT JO?
its okay. ill wait. sixteen years!
hahahs.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004 \ 4:15 PM
get tangled up in me
it feels so shit when you're THAT close to a grade higher. but you just CANT get it.
grr-
anyways i just came online to say i met the love of my life
david de vince.
omg hes sososososso cuteee!!! =D
no ppl i dont know him. haha i met him on the bus. him, his mom and his lil bro.
goshh. but i doubt he'll like me la.
hes only seven. :x
david de vince!!! lolss-
mauck mauck?
went kfc just now to specially eat my zinger and cheese fries.
BUT. i was just so lucky lor.
by the time it was my turn after sooo long,
they freakin ran outta cheese fries
and zinger burgers. like wth.
so i settled for the pathetic ultimate chicken meal
and i swear im not eating that AGAIN ever.
god even the pepsi no gas one. hahahs
oh yes andd the "cute teacher" of rini came into class today
and ive NEVER seen her blush so much before.
hahahahs. it was damn funny la.
binomial i was at qn 5 already she was still at qn 2 and wonderin whether the teacher was wearin boots.
lol- cute la that woman.
thats why i love her! hahahs.
goin night study with siying tonight. cant wait (:
ta-
oh yess and somebody looked hot today. mwahahs. =x
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Sunday, September 26, 2004 \ 9:18 PM
Elton John:
I am here to tell you we can never meet again
Simple really, isn't it a word or two and then
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when
You think of me, or speak of me, or wonder what befell
The someone you once loved so long ago, so well
LeAnn Rimes:
Never wonder what I'll feel as living shuffles by
You don't have to ask me and I need not reply
Every moment of my life from now untill I die
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand
Chorus:
Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time
Is this God's experiment
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day
Elton John:
Nothing can be altered, oh, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no any place to hide
LeAnn Rimes:
You are all I'll ever want, but this I am denyin'
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts I wish I never learned
Both:
What it is to be in love and have that love returned
Chorus x 2
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Saturday, September 25, 2004 \ 1:51 PM
i feel pretty-adam sandler
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and gay
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me today (lalalala lala lalalala)
I feel charming
Oh so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real (lalalala lala lalalala)
See the pretty girl in that mirror there? (what mirror where?)
Who can that attractive girl be? (who is there where hum?)
Such a pretty face (hum)
Such a pretty dress (hum)
Such a pretty smile (hum)
Such a pretty me! (HUMM)
I feel stunning (he feels stunning)
And entrancing (and entrancing)
(TOGETHER) Feel like running
And dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy
-----------------------------------------------
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
That the city should give me its key
A committee
Should be organized to honor me
I feel dizzy
I feel sunny
I feel fizzy and funny and fine
And so pretty
Miss America can just resign
See the pretty girl in that mirror there
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!
I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running and dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy
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just got home. and its 2.33am.
hah.
ok first things first,
rushed off to meet edmund to meet siying who was early and barry who was late.
den we took this really long bus ride to east coast park forrr besties bbq!! (:
[best, i chose the sweaterr!!]
ok so i didnt eat much. lols.
just one satay and one chicken and a lil cuppa coke.
oh well.
then the guys were talkin about a midnight movie
so edmund and i were like, hey lets go watch white chicks.
but noo. barry and junrong and jaromes and arvin and JOANNE said resident evil was good.
so i ended up watching resident evil. acopalyse(spell?) at lido.
i guess i agreed was because they convinced me it wasnt a scary show.
but only barry edmund and eric went in the end! haha
anyway. i practically wasted half of my 8.50 watching that movie.
cuz i was covering my eyes whenever the sound got a lil too creepy.
and there was even one part at the graveyard where i screamed, not that loud. but not soft either!!
gosh it was embarassing.
i pity edmund. he had to "protect" me. lols
think i was hiding in his shoulders throughout half the movie.
sorry man-
there are some funny parts tho la.
like before we entered the cinema, the guy let me and eric off but wanted to check barry and edmunds i/c.
[its NC16 btw]
hahas. that was one funny part.
and the rest of the funny parts were created by the black guy in the movie. humourous.
but the graveyard part, and the funny creepy sounds. AIYER.
goshh. but i havta admit this, the show is good..
that is if you dare to watch and not cover your eyes or EARS. haha edmund. =x
oh yes. and SOMEBODY wore a sports bra today :p
and the one who convinced me to watch the show cant get to sleep now. lols
dumbbbb- images of zombies molesting his neck, he says.
but im watching whitechicks on monday so yay!
(:
i really thought you were serious about it. but i guess not anymore.
oh well, whatever.
u just managed to give me disappointment again and again.
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Friday, September 24, 2004 \ 3:57 PM
today TIN HUISHAN made me wait for 13 minutes outside school in the scorching hot sun!!
so you better hand in my testi on time or ill kill you. =p
and i cant rem the biased thing! lols wht is it about??
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like what sharini[ I HAVE LINKED YOU DEAR] said,
she practically blogs about EVERYTHING.
from what she eats to where she shits.
and i totally agree *nodnod
goshh-
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Thursday, September 23, 2004 \ 11:34 PM
[ ..sonofabitch murthafuckas exams over.. ::the Ed Elation ] blsaerfionhcv d ! says:
i need anger management
i wont forget the way you love me [[ - that boy - ]] ill nv break your heart (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) says:
ok now breathe in and sing " I AM PRETTYY, I AM PRETTYY. I AM PRETTY AND HAPPY AND GAYY"
[ ..sonofabitch murthafuckas exams over.. ::the Ed Elation ] blsaerfionhcv d ! says:
IM
[ ..sonofabitch murthafuckas exams over.. ::the Ed Elation ] blsaerfionhcv d ! says:
PRETTTYYYY
i wont forget the way you love me [[ - that boy - ]] ill nv break your heart (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) says:
continue
[ ..sonofabitch murthafuckas exams over.. ::the Ed Elation ] blsaerfionhcv d ! says:
I FEEL STUNNING
i wont forget the way you love me [[ - that boy - ]] ill nv break your heart (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) says:
-_-
[ ..sonofabitch murthafuckas exams over.. ::the Ed Elation ] blsaerfionhcv d ! says:
(HE FEELS STUNNING)
i wont forget the way you love me [[ - that boy - ]] ill nv break your heart (blsaerfionhcv d!!!) says:
lol
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MY PRELIMS ARE OVER.
yay! (:
lols.
anw wenta watch dodgeball w huishan and siying
stupidly funny and amusing show.
not bad.
thanks guys for puttin up with me today
lols. esp when i was super pissed with someone,
and when i was practically pulling them to walk the whole of orchard.
anywayy
HAPPY BRITHDAY BESTIEE! :)
many happy returns and hv a great day tmr aight? lovelove!
offfff`
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Saturday, September 18, 2004 \ 11:36 AM
this is the worst examination of my life.
its depressing me. arghhs-
this is the second time that depression has set into me for more than 24 hours.
gawdd-
AHHHHH-
and ive been pretty violent of late. lol
some of you might know what im saying.
i couldnt concentrate doin amath so i came online to blog and to blogsurf-
this whole exam thing and everythign else is getting to me
i have a sadist school.
and love songs make me sadder
RAHH!
-tugshair-
): not exactly fun anymore.
i need some relief and a destressing-counsellor.
time i took a break from me becomin the counsellor.
switch roles, anyone?
oh well at least theres somethin to look forward to later.
teenzeal (:
then study with bestie and tohh-
argh that word study just gets on my nervesss
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Friday, September 17, 2004 \ 2:11 PM
BAHH. ):
ok.
chem was fcuked up as well. oh gosh.
hahah to me.
amaths now.
i needta rant.
how can hydrogen peroxide be h2o5?! gawdddd
kill me.
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Thursday, September 16, 2004 \ 10:09 PM
i like you. i like you! iiiii like you. almost love you but like you. you make me wna smile, you make me wna sing. goshh i like you. you're good. you're really good. i like you. i lilililike you
lol. wna know where i go tht from?
go to http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/ilike.html lols. damn cute.
but quite annoying as well.
anywayy. dont wish to talk about exams.
sacrificed my watch for it.
grr-
off`
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004 \ 5:28 PM
finally decided to use the template cheryn made for me :D haha
thanks dearr!
anyway todays paper was shit
but oh well its over.
(:
off`
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Monday, September 13, 2004 \ 8:24 PM
Dreams are just dreams
When it's dark inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dreams
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever
[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dreams
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
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its 2am and im up.
thers school tomorrow but im still up at 2am.
yay?
haha not really.
half yay i guess-
on the bad side im up trying to complete my folio
and on the bright side ive only 2 more portions left. improvements for the future and realisation. (:
was at entertainment mac almost the whole day today.
something really embarassing happened,
in eeffort to open up my mayo pack, i hit my coke and it fell to the ground.
causing a huge splash-
yepp
but to my surprise (and to andy too,STOP LAUGHING ANDY)
the mac guy came to me and ask if he could get me a new cup!!
haha i was so shocked i just say okay. oh well, it free anyway right?
right.
so he really acme and gave me a new LARGE sized coke, and mopped the floor while i said sorry once to him.
lols.
and andy just couldnt stop laughing. that donkeyhole.
went for tuition,
realised i only got a 63 for my cedar emaths prelim paper one.
which is not that good ah-
so i stayed back to do chinese high paper. oh well half of it anyway lol.
angeline and i were basically sorta bullying ms tan all the while. hahah
before i rushed to tpc again, entertainment mac again (changed shift!)
to complete my folio with khairul.
stayed there till about 1030, then proceeded home.
reached home arnd 11. and did my folio until now..
AND IM TIRED.
thats it. arghss
im gna do those 2 and get to sleep right away
i didnt even study these 2 days. gawdd-
dnts killing me.
to the sec2s this yr, DONT TAKE DNT. it kills.
adios-
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Saturday, September 11, 2004 \ 11:45 PM
oh god.i hafta retype EVERYTHING.
kay here goes. i just came back from teenzeal gig
whoo! it was just fabfabfabfabfabfabFABULOUS.
for those who didnt go. you guys really missed out on alot lors (:
i could just sense god's presence;
and the music was fantastic. the lead singer said cliff drummed till his hands bled, dont knw if its true or not. lol-
but todays gig really set me free.
from the depression that i sank into yesterday.
yepp a few of you might know whyy.
but IM FREE! (:
ahh, isnt god good?
i really love this feeling. of knowing that ure free. of everything.
and to know that there IS someone who loves you sosososo much that he gave up his life just for you!
all i wanna do is just trust my whole life into abba father's hands. and thats what im gna do (:
its so contradictory to the feeling that i had yesterday.
that really screwed up feeling. that everythings going wrong in your life.
and you feel so tied up.
time schedules so tight. and you've gotta do so much.
and some idiots adding salt to da wound.
made me feel even worse.
but i had great friends who were there supporting me all the wayy (:
you guys know who you are.
id like to say a BIG thank you
to whoever was there for me. thanks ALOT. really (: i love you guys sosososo muchh. *mwahhs-
ah friends. what can i do without them? lols.
BUT. today was just out of this world.
im really glad i went :D
You put a gleam in my eye
You put a skip in my step.
when my hope is lost lord
your hope remains yet.
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004 \ 10:50 PM
i have to mention this. cedar girls prelim paper is super addictive.
do until so shiok :P
haha anyways
a warning for our future: dont, i repeat DONT let darren be in the govt.
his aim:
Less of you is more than I can take. says:a sexually active singapore!
Less of you is more than I can take. says:population increase
Less of you is more than I can take. says:army gets more recruits
Less of you is more than I can take. says:better defense
Less of you is more than I can take. says:more workers
Less of you is more than I can take. says:better economy
this is not the end. theres more. lol
DONT. let him be in the govt.
all i mentioned was the govt to come up with creative ways to make babies since they wanted singaporeans to be creative and have more babies. thats ALL!
lols.
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BESTIE"S HERE TO INVADE :)
hey darling :)
taking a break from studying right now
and im just so lazy to blog laa.
have not started on geog now,
and im panicking !!
HOW HOW HOW.
anyways sleepover HOW ?
can you make it tmrw night ?
talk about it online later okay ? :D
anyways darling,
thanks SOSOSOSOSOSO much !
especially these few days when i keep msging you
and looks like im not longer a wee anymore.
>:( sigh but like you said,
concentrade on prelims first,
talk about all that later ...
-SINGS LOUDLY TO THE WHOLE WORLD,
just for you :)
some people want it all
but i don't want nothing at all
if it aint you baby
if i aint got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING
IF I AINT GOT YOUUUUU
MY BESTIE IS THE GREATEST ! :D
-many mwaks, bestie the great.
(( P\S : IM CRAVING FOR CHEESEPRATA AT IMAN !! ))
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004 \ 11:43 PM
You chased me
I caught you
so glad we found each other
We whispered forever
to share our lives together
to watch our dreams unfold
*Chorus
And I love everything about you
everything you are
You'll catch a falling star
if I asked you
And I couldn't live a single day without you
You hold me in your arms
and once again, I know
that I'm the only one for you
The way you laugh, the way we dance
the way you hold my hand
the way you give, the way you kiss
the way you look at me
make life beautiful
*Repeat chorus
*bridge
Oh, I love the light that shines in your eyes
when you talk about our girls
and love the way you smile when they walk
into a room
Oh, I love how you care about brokenness
how injustice moves your heart enough
to make a change
You give all you are
everyday
*Repeat chorus
I love everything about you
You hold me in your arms
and once again I know
that I'm the only one for you
the only one for you
the love of my life
So glad I found you
yeah...
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havent been online for a few days running.
prelims comin up and i totally unprepared. sigh
i really need a miracle like what cheryn says.
anywayy these past few days havent been good for a few of my close friends.
just wna tell you guys that no matter what i'll always be there for you k?
i might not be that good an advisor, or counsellor, or comforter(rollseyes); but i will be there to just listen and give you a comforting hug.
if thats what you need (: ill be here.
okie. thts the main reason why i blogged in.
off to start on my chem. i think.
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Thursday, September 02, 2004 \ 11:26 PM
yoohoo im back! (:
my prelims are just around the corner so i might not blog so much anymore yahh
sighh im totally unprepared you know ):
anywayy zoo day was fantastic.
siying came over ta stay at my place for one night
didnt study much, ended up sleeping more cause i was really tired! lols-
wenta play pool with siying norman the next day.
havent played pool in sucha long time, i have a craving for it now again
next thurs ok siying! ;)
anywayys to those taking mt prelims tmr :
gd luck ok dears! ill be supportin ya all! (:
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