Sunday, May 30, 2004 \ 10:05 PM
okay time for the truth.im f*kin scared.
sorry for the language but i really am.
my stomach is feeling all knotty & my minds in whirls
:(
god help me. i MUST get my A2.
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im SO unprepared for chinese Os tomorrow.
sigh
but i have faith :)
anyway its prolly too late to say this
cuz nobody will read it
but
GOOD LUCK TO ALL SEC 4E & 5NS FOR TOMORROWS EXAM!! :D
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Saturday, May 29, 2004 \ 9:07 PM
oh yess. after reading sharinis blogive got 2 people to bitch about! (yay sharini!)
hahah. okay first
i dont know why people have to LIE to others about something that is so small.
i mean its not like its gonna hurt ANYONE.i really dont understand why you like lying so much.
you lied so many times about so many things
until so many people tell me they cant stand you anymore.
maybe you should look & reflect on yourself.
and you have to stop lying. or no one will even trust you anymore.
second person.
i just want to say no more but 2 words.
BE ORIGINAL
cmon; like what sharini said.
you dont have to go around and copy everyone.
all the perfect english
and wonderful wide vocab isnt you at all.
we know cuz people who has better english than you
that is alot of people,
dont even use or try to show off their vocab powers.
we knw uve copied other peoples entries
and prolly even blogskins.
cuz ive caught you in the act of copying MY friend's entry
and you just changed it to make it look it its ur own.
gees, its so "copy-catable".
and whats more you even copy just from ONE particular school.
and all your friends seem so fake.
*shrugs
im on sharinis side on this story.
but i still wont hate anyone :D
haha cheryns gonna hate me for saying that.
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i need a new comp!
hinthint people. my birthday is coming. hahah.
okay my explorer kinda screwed up just now.
sooo i havta type whatever i typed just now all over again.
gees, sounds fun.
alright so today was a wonderful day
except for the fact that my mom got fined for not placin a parkin coupon when she parked.hahah.
went for band for about an hour only,
then had dnt course. it was pretty fun;
considering the fact that i havent touched colour for almost 2 years!
we were taught how to use markers, an eraser and colour pencils today. oh yes and we progressed frm drawing boxes to drawing a circular figure on the box and adding colour!
and after great discussion w clara, winnie & huishan. we conclude that the man has magical hands and stationery.
his drawing is just "phwoaah".i cant find anything else to describe it
i bow to his wonderful drawing of the box.
after that had stewards meeting and we had subway for lunch.
so cute. we formed a subway club.
but i couldnt finish my humongous sandwich so i gave what i had left to zach
haha. they all big eaters man.
oh yes and ernie had my eyes rolling the whole day.
laoda had a great message prepared for us today and i learnt alot :)
come to think of it im feeling much more relaxed today than the days before! praise god.
today was our first service in the overflow room btw,
and we also had a wonderful worship session! hahah.
jumped til my feet kinda hurt.
alright TWO more days to chinese Os.
its freaky; but i have faith :)
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Friday, May 28, 2004 \ 5:49 PM
just made a new template for fun.it isnt that perfect, i know.
but does anyone know how to get rid of the As at the left hand side, tell me okay? thks :D
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i still love that song.
:D
anyway im not supposed to be smiling
chinese Os are in 3 days
and my report card aggregrate is 28.
but guess what, i sneaked online again! :D
hahah.
okay. im out` either to sleep or study
theres nothin ta do online nowadays.
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Thursday, May 27, 2004 \ 3:42 PM
sneaked online.skipped school today.
note:not pontang school.is SKIP.
i wonder how many were present in my class today.
prolly end up only huishan & me not going. hahah.
all plain talk of people saying "i dont wana go school" and
they go in the end. phwoahaha.
weird, why even say it in the first place if you dont mean it?
anyway i heard our class won something or something
i bet sharini is goin around,or maybe jumping around
sayin "we won we won!!"
yes yes. and when i go to school tomorrow she'll do that to me too.
and she'll go "too bad you never come. who ask you wana pon sch?"
and show my that irresistable-biatchy face. :P
that shows how PASSIONATE she is.
hahah..thts sharini for all of you.
congrats in advance.
i woke up at 9 in the morning.
thts damn early for me. i wonder why i just did so.
and i found myself on my parents bed.
switched on the telly.
i watched american idol frm last night (taped)
i hope diana will win.
oh yes then i watched "gang qing 88"
seriously i love the song.
by ann kok and that guy.
after that i went channel surfing
and ended up watchin postman pat
the song is still going thru my head.
postman pat with his black and white cat.
how cute.
was sorta mugging for chinese just now
but i just couldnt concentrate.
i just HAD to turn the tv on,
or the discman.
hahah. but the discman proved to be better than the tv
cuz at least i managed to do something..
decided not to go to band last minute,
was kinda a rushed decision cuz i was thinkin whether i should go.
and everybody i msged in school didnt reply me
except for khairul
who didnt do what i pleaded him to do! -grr-
i just hope i could do my chinese.
well.
like get an a2 or something better than that
countdown to chinese Os : 4days.
countdown to my birthday : 15 days.
oh well.
life's like that.
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004 \ 2:34 PM
hello.im here
to say
IM BANNED FROM MY COMPUTER.
thanks to my lovely father
and my beloved brother.
yesyes.
but
MY BROTHERS BANNED TOO!
muahahaha.
okayy update on exams.
i did bad
but i passed all by some miracle
even AMATH!
lols. anywayy
i wont be online for quite sometime.
and ill feel bored.
so if u have nothing to do,
PLEASE sms me cuz im sure to reply
cuz im bored. :D
thats it.
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Saturday, May 22, 2004 \ 11:32 PM
cmon papa; lets do da drummahahah
just wrote testimonials for the twins.
& im crappin w lifang now abt the rubbish thingy.
i was really rubbish today
from what they said. lols cuz i kept crapping the whole day
but ah, whats neW?
band was crap today. dont wish to talk abt it.
anywayy watched TROY on friday w kor, js and their friend.
goddammit.
it was good.
bradpitt was so yummy.
i could just eat him up like that.
but too bad i cant.
1)hes too far
2)hes married to jennifer aniston (tht lucky chiobu)
ahh bradpitt~!
i hate orlando bloom for killin him.
i think im prolly gonna go watch it again w lifang & lizhen
hahah.
okay theres alot of movies comin out in june
i shall make a list of those i wana watch.
2-calendar girls
3-confessions of a teenage drama queen
4-ella enchanted
5-shrek 2
6-garfield
7-mean girls
8-troy (AGAIN)
thts abt it. if i remember anything else ill update.
hmm junes gonna be a long month for me as well. lotsa stuff goin on esp on the first two weeks
3rd june-physics pract.
11 june-chem theory (fuck, on my birthday man)
16 june-band outing at sentosa
2days during 2ndweek-band BBQ
7 june-birdbird course
every fri & sat-band
craZy mann.i bet thats not all~
anyway im beginning to un-dislike fergie in bep.
im beginning to love bep.
theyve got gd music man.
& fergie can dance damn well-
i wanna go bep concertt!SHARINII
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Friday, May 21, 2004 \ 7:08 PM
i know what's weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and although i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear
by the moon and the stars in the sky
i'll be there
i swear
like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there
for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
i swear.
I LOVE MY BESTIE :D
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Thursday, May 20, 2004 \ 10:20 PM
a HOT song w a HOT dance- gone with the windd`
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you move, mama
Get on the floor and move your booty moma
We the blast masters blastin' up the jamma
(REEEEEEEWIIIIIIND)
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me feel nauuughty
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me feel nauuughty
I got a naughty naughty style and a naughty naughty crew
But everything I do, I do just for you
Im a little bit of Or, and a bigger bit of Nu
The true n*ggers know that the peas come thru
We never cease(NOO), we never die no we never disease(NOO)
We multiply like we mathamatice
Then we drop bombs like we in the middle east
(The bomb bombas, the base move dramas)
Naw y'all knaw, who we are
y'all knaw, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
And, lookin' hot without bodygaurds
(I do) what I can
(Y'all come thru)will.i.am
And still I stand, with still mic in hand
(So come on mama, dance to the druma)
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(hey)so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(la la la la la)
We the big town stumpas, and and big sound pumpas
The beat bump bumpas in your trunk trunkas
The girlies in the club with the big plump plumpas
And when I'm makin' love, my hip hump humps
It never quits(NOOOO) we need to carry 9mm clips(NOOOO)
Dont wanna squize trigger, just wanna squize t*ts
(lubaluba)cause we the show stoppas
And the chief rockas, number one chief rockas
Naw y'all knaw, who we are
y'all knaw, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
How we rockin' it girl, without body guards
she be, Fergie , from the crew
B.E.P, come and take heed, as we take the lead
(so come on papa, dance to the druma)
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove, mama
(yaw)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(wuh)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(NAWWWW, NAWWW)
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me feel nauuughty
But the race is not, for the swiss
But who really can, take control of it
And tippa irie and the black eyed peas will be thhhheeerre
til infiniti, til infiniti, til infiniti, til infiniti
Tippa is ouuuuuut
Nosa dima shock, nosa dima ting
everytime you sit there i hear, bling bling
O wata ting, hear blacka sing
grinding, and winding
and the madda be moving in a perfect timing
and we dance and dance to the end of the thing
and we're really to nice, it finga akin
like rice and peas and chicken and bling
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(hey)so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(la la la la la *fade*)
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fuck off jasmine trias.
the real competition is here.
she have to be out or this competition is meaningless & just based on popularity.
anywayy
i hv to say something. if you dont like me. please do tell it into my face. god dont go around telling other people behind my back & all over the net. spare my heart. ill mock you even more. for being a coward.
and i cant stand it when someone asks you "hey hw did you do" and when you say that you failed or something and that person knows that he/she got higher than you, he/she will give a little hidden smirk which he/she thinks that i cant see and give that sympathetic-but-pathetic oh-gosh-im-so-sorry-that-you-failed fucked up face. dont ever try that on me. ill get pissed off. ure not much that better off than me.
ill just kick your little fucked up ass
just like how a ballerina dances;
if im not making sense here. forgive me cuz im pissed off right now
and i feel that i could chew off a cockroach's head.
the only good thing that happened today was bitching session with sharini & clara;
band, surprisingly it was pretty fun doing all that unpacking;
and of course, getting a seoul garden treat from siying ;) cuz she passed.
now lifang and i have an agreement, whoever does better in amaths will owe the other a drink.
i want to treat all the failures a drink if that is so. but i cant. cuz im one of them.
getting back amaths tmr.
got back emath today; a c5, 56. quite badly done.
but at least i hv not failed anything.
im still pissed that i cant get an a2 for chinese.
grrr as miss nursharini bte arifin would go.
altho she wouldnt do that for her melayu cuz that orang melayu got a1. yayy for her.
fuck ms lim. fuck chemistry.
fuck periodic table; redox; speed of reaction; metals; mole and whatever shit thats related to chemistry or ms lim.
biyatch.
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yes sharini i was laughing my head off the moment i saw the P word!hahahah. god.
and ive got one too! took me three trys before i got this.
obsessive compulsive
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hahah.
this is my 307th post.
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004 \ 8:07 PM
today aint a gd dayi did quite bad for my midyrs.
chinese i had one more mark to go before reaching my target :(
science; need i say more thanks to chemistry?
tmrws maths & humanities. kill me. NOW.
50 first dates wasnt even as funny as i thought it would be.
it was just an o k a y movie.
darren was rightt.
anyways i hope troy is good. :)
im off` tired & shittified.
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004 \ 10:25 PM
holeymoley.im officially afraid.
we're gettin back chinese and physics tomorrow.
and 25 people in my class failed amath.
god, bless me that i shall pass this exam with flying colours.
you know how unprepared i was for the midyrs. but i know that lord you will bless me. in jesus name, amen. :)
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hahaha. cute quiz.
alright had quite a great day with bestie & joeyy (?)
haha.
going out w koon & kaingan & clemence tmr to watch 50 first dates (like finally) tomorrow.
yepyeps.
and kaingan indirectly used clemence to ask me to ask billabong (yes bestie you) out. ahh JIAN. lols.
alright i may somehow go watch troy with kor & js also
on..friday? hopefully js can lah.
hahah movie week im so gonna be broke.
toodles :)
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flustered once in awhile just like everyone
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implode & then explode & then blow the world to
smitherines. Youre only 50% likely to do
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okay now all of you might think that i drink.
No i dont.
altho i will later in life;
i mean cmon life is all abt having fun & doin the things you love right :)
lookin forward to the LEGAL age of clubbin; drinking.
but i will NOT smoke.
oh yeah i saw the BLOGGYWOOD thingy just now.
damn funny.
maybe ill be the next jennifer aniston of bloggywood? hoping to find my brad pitt. hahah. okay that was crap.
ah my dear cheryn just replied me. and im listening to hasayaki again and im laughing. again. :)
alright off i go.
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has anyone heard really bad rapping before?
if not. go listen to this track
hasayaki-zhou chuan xiong feat 5566 & duno who else.
i was practically laughing thruout the whole song.
teh song is alright, but its the rapping that stirs up my laughin nerves.
lols.
anyways got no school today (yipee)
so i slept in til 12pm
woke up sw cheryns msg which was recieved at 1103am.
i replied her.
so think im going out w her later
got sci tuition tonight also; now at toa payoh.
hah. so fun. for all you know the whole class is beattyians.
bleahs.
alrightey im off blogger`
lol :P
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Monday, May 17, 2004 \ 10:20 PM
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
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planning a wedding without the grooms knowledge is near impossible.
i swear to god, im practically going blind from the stress.
id weep if i hadnt just spend $500 on my make up. " -Gigi Levangie, maneater.
interesting book i borrowed today.
okay
today wasnt really a good day.
no not because of you jo.
its just. some other stuff.
had good time w jo that crazy nut tho; love ya :)
ive decided to tell all my problems to jog.
im so glad me & him are wonderful friends now;
haha cuz i know tht he'll always be there for me
and vice versa for me.
regardless of anything tht couldve happened in the past.
all in all i love him loads & loads. :)
prolly one of the bestest friends ive got-
listenin to zhou chuan xiong now.
i love his album.
okay i like him album alot.
not to the extend of love.
but its nice anywayy.
exams over;
dont wish to talk abt it. so dont ask or ill just smack you right on your freakin lil fucked up ass.
theres no school tmr.
can sleep in :)
i can already picture the sun shinin on my ass but me not wanting to wake up.
alright im off to bug billabong for my photos.
and koon; bring my vcd on wednesday if ure reading kayy :)
oh yes i wna go to the zoological gardens too. anyone game?
cyas
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Sunday, May 16, 2004 \ 9:48 PM
that in ma blood; i was born to be different.alright im really tired. but i gotta say this.
TOMORROWS LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!
TOMORROWS LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!
TOMORROWS LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!
TOMORROWS LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!
TOMORROWS LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!
hahahh. oky ive decided to give up amath if i cant do.
and edmunds happy abt that. hahah cuz he aims to be first frm the back. (??) yeah dont make sense either.
ANYWAYY. tried to study at cheryns cousins place today.
her nephews & nieces were a noisy bunch
hahah but pretty cute.
it was at sengkang. havent been to sengkang for so long.
now i KINDA know my way around there already. ;)
new house here i come! hahah.
had youth service earlier on AND I WAS NOT LATE TODAY!
:D
laoda preached a really good msg today
and i sat RIGHT INFRONT with denise :)
havent spoken to that ladyy in ages. hahah..
alright i signed up for stewards;
and got the shock of my life when i heard INTERVIEW. lols.
but ended up it was some casual chit chatting thingy;
and when i said i played the saxophone they were all like "phwoaa"
lols.. cute.
im tired.
nights
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Saturday, May 15, 2004 \ 10:26 PM
just a few songs ive known recently. nice tracks too.enjoy.
Yeah Grandmama
Told you I won't let you down
Told you I won't let this rap game change me, right?
[Chorus]
When it comes to being true, at least true to me
One thing I found, one thing I found
Oh no you'll neva let me down,
Get up I get (down)
Get up I get (down)
Get up I get (down)
Get up I get (down)
Get up I get (down)
Get up I get (down)
[Jay-Z]
Yo, yo first I snatched the streets, then I snatched the charts
First I had they ear, now I have they heart
Rappers came and went
I've been here from the start
I seen them put it together
Watch them take it apart
See the rollers roll up wit ribbons
I see them we poe, we sold then we driven
So when I reload, he holds number one positions
When you hot, I'm hot
And when your feet cold, mines are sizzlin’
It's plain to see
Niggas can't f*** wit me
Cuz ima be that nigga for life
This is not an image
This is God given
This is hard livin’
Mixed wit Cristal sippin’
It's the most consistent, Hov
Give you the most hits you can fit inside a whole disc and
Nigga I'm home on these charts, y'all niggas visiting
It's Hov tradition, Jeff Gordon of rap
I'm back to claim pole position, holla at ya boy
[Chorus]
[Kanye West]
I get down for my grandfather who took my momma
Made her sit in that seat where white folks ain't want us to eat
At the tender age of 6 she was arrested for the sittiz (?)
And with that in my blood I was born to be different
Now niggas can't make it to battles to chose leadership
But we can make it to Jacobs or to the dealership
That's why I hear new music and I just don’t be feelin’ it
Racism still alive, they just be concealin’ it
But I know they don't want me in the damn club
They even make me show ID to get inside of Sam's Club
I did deal dirt and went to church to get my hands scrubbed
That why I’ve baptized these 3 or 4 times
But in the land where niggas pray
You con's are getting paid
Its gon’ take a lot more than coupons to get us saved
Like it take a lot more than do-rags to get your way
Nothin’ sad as that day my girl father passed away
So I promise to Mr. Raney, I’m gonna marry your daughter
And you know I gotta thank you for they way that she was brought up
And I know that you were smiling when you seen the car I bought her
And you sent tears from heaven when you seen my car get balled up, but
I can't complain what the accident did to my left eye
Cuz look what an accident did to Left Eye
First Aaliyah, now Romeo Must Die
I know I got angels watchin’ me from the other side
[Chorus x2]
[J.Ivy]
We’re all here for a reason on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it's He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental
Vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah, I need my lubarinde (?)
But that ain’t what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte
I'm tryina ‘Give us us free’ like Cinque
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, my many inspirations
When I say it I can't, let you or self down
If I were on the highest cliff, on the highest rift
And you slipped off the side and clenched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God rains out
[Kanye West]
Take’em to church
[Chorus]
[Jay-Z]
Who else you know been hot this long?
Started from nothin’ but he got this strong
Picked the rock from a pebble
Peddled rock before I met you
Peddle bikes got my nephew’s
Pedal bikes because they special
That you tell that man I thought it, well
Somebody must’ve taught him cause
Every fourth quarter, I light the Mike Jord’ in them
Number one albums, what? I got like four of them
More of them on the way
The eighth wonder on the way
Clear the way I’m here to stay
Y’all can save the chitter-chat
‘This and that’, ‘this and Jay’
This and Jay’ll get you maced
When I start spittin’ them lyrics
Niggas get very religious
Six Hail Mary’s please, Father forgive us
Young!
The archbishop, the Pope John Paul of y’all niggas
The way y’all all follow Jigga
Hov’s a living legend and I’ll tell you why
Everybody wanna be Hov and Hov’s still alive…
my band
Eminem]
I don't know dude
I think everybody's all jealous and shit
Cause I'm like the lead singer of the band dude
And I think, everybody's got a fuckin problem with me dude
And they need to take it up with me after the show
[Eminem]
Because these chicks don't even know the name of my band
But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands
Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man
All because I'm the lead singer of my band
[Eminem]
So I get off stage right? drop the mic
Walk up to these hot chicks and I'm all like
What's up, ladies? My name's Slim Shady
I'm the lead singer of D12 baby
They're all like "Oh my God! It's him"
"Becky oh my fuckin God it's Eminem!"
"I swear to fuckin God, dude you fuckin rock!"
"Please Marshall, please let me suck your cock?"
Now by now the rest of the fellas get jealous
Especially when I drop the beat and do my accapellas
All the chicks start yellin, all the hot babes
Throw their bras and there shirts and there panties on stage
So like every single night they pick a fight with me
But when fight it's kinda like sibling rivalry
Cause they're back on stage the next night with me
Dude I just think they're tryin to steal the light from me
Yesterday Kuniva tried to pull a knife on me
Cause I told him Jessica Alba's my wife to be
This rockstar shit, it's the life for me
And all the other guys just despise me because beats
[Eminem]
Because these chicks don't even know the name of my band
But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands
Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man
All because I'm the lead singer of my band
[Eminem]
My Band! My Band! My Band! My Band! My Band!
My Band! My Band! My Band! My Bannnnnnnnnnnnd!
Baby Yeaaaah!
[Swifty]
You just wanna see a nigga backwards dont you
Hey dad! How come we don't rap off Pro Tools?
Smash these vocals and do a performance
But we in a van, and he in a tour bus
You don't want my autograph, you's a liar
And naw I'm Swift (Oh, I thought you were Kuniva!)
And what the Hell is wrong with our dressing room?
Cause our shit is lookin smaller than a decimal
See I know how to rap, it's simple but
All I did was read a Russell Simmons book
So I'm more intact, tryin to get on the map,
Doin jumpin jacks while gettin whipped on my back
[Kon Artist/Kuniva (Eminem)]
Look at Em lil punk ass, thinkin he the shit
Yeah I know man by himself takin on the flicks
Hey, I thought we had and interview with DJ Clue
(No I had an interview, not you two)
You gon' be late for soundcheck
Man, I ain't going to soundcheck
Man, our mics is screwed up
And his always sound best
You know what man? I'ma say something
Ay'yo Em! (You got something to say!) Man, nothing
I though you was about tell him off man, what's up?
Man, I'm a tell him what I feel like it man, shut up
And you ain't even back me up, and we supposed to be crew
Man I was about to talk right after you, I swear
Awe man, whatever!
I swear man!
[Eminem]
Because these chicks don't even know the name of my band
But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands
Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man
All because I'm the lead singer of my band
[Proof]
They say the lead singer's rock, but the group is not
With some sold out arenas to amusement parks
I'm gon' let the world know that Proof is hot
I should cut his mic off when the music starts (Hey yo it's...)
Ready to snap on a dumbass fan
Everytime I hear (Hey dude, I love your band!)
We ain't a band bitch, we don't play instruments
So why he gettin 90 and we only get 10 percent?
And these guys actin funny every area code
(Proof carry my bag!) Bitch, carry your own
Can't make it to the stage, security in my way
(Who the fuck are you? Where's Obie and Dre?)
[Bizarre]
God dammit I'm sick of this group
Time for me to go solo, and make some loot
I told you I made the beats and wrote all the raps
Til Kon Artis.. slipped me some crack
Lose Yourself video.. I was in the back
Superman video.. I was in the back
Fuck the media, I got some suggestions
Fuck Marshall, ask us a question
Like who's D12? How'd we get started?
(But what about Eminem?) Bitch are you retarded?
Anyway, I'm the popularist guy in the group
Big ass stomach, bitches think I'm cute (Hey sexy!)
50 told me do sit-ups to get buff
Did two and a half, and couldn't get up
Fuck D12, I'm out of this band
I'm about to start a group with the real Roxanne
[Eminem]
GIRL WHY CANT U SEE YOUR THEE
ONLY ONE FOR ME AND IT JUST
TEARS MY ASS APART TO KNOW THAT
YOU DONT KNOW MY BAAAANNNNDDDD!
[Bizarre]
These chicks don't even know the name of my band (Haha!)
But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands (Fuck Marshall!)
Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man (Yeah!)
All because I'm the lead singer.. Hahaha
[Eminem]
My Band! My Band! My Band! My Band! My Band!
My Band! My Band! My Band! My Bannnnnnnnnnnnd!
[Bizzare]
Yeah!
The hardest boy band in the world!
D12!
[Eminem]
I'm the lead singer of my band
I get all the girl to take of their underpants
I'm the lead the singer of my band my salsa
Makes all the pretty girls want to dance
My salsa, Whoo Whoo!
Look out for my next single its called my salsa
My salsa, salsa, salsa, salsa, my salsa
My salsa make all the pretty girls want to dance and take of their underpants
My salsa make all the pretty girls want to dance and take of their underpants
My salsa
Where did everybody go?
- gone with the windd`
C.J [ slo down:: 0.4seconds--at least its fisher not kobe(i hate kb8) :: ] says:
nick berg's still good
C.J [ slo down:: 0.4seconds--at least its fisher not kobe(i hate kb8) :: ] says:
he called me yesterday
C.J [ slo down:: 0.4seconds--at least its fisher not kobe(i hate kb8) :: ] says:
saying those iraqis read the wrong quran and chop him accidentally
C.J [ slo down:: 0.4seconds--at least its fisher not kobe(i hate kb8) :: ] says:
their suppose to give him coke
lil' princess neek >> ><< benjamin mackenzie schenkkan > >< im slipping away ; like the sand to the tide says:
hahah
lil' princess neek >> ><< benjamin mackenzie schenkkan > >< im slipping away ; like the sand to the tide says:
and they VIDEOED the whole process down
lil' princess neek >> ><< benjamin mackenzie schenkkan > >< im slipping away ; like the sand to the tide says:
how cute
C.J [ slo down:: 0.4seconds--at least its fisher not kobe(i hate kb8) :: ] says:
nick berg told them to
i cant believe the iraq people are so evil as to BEHEAD the person & video the whole process down! i mean. sigh i dont know, my friend & i were debating last night on who was in the wrong: the iraq or americans. naturally im on the american's side.
but it seems like my american uncle doesnt think so.
he says that the people who go there are there for $$
when they cant get a job, they get caught
just like the 3 japs.
greedy people.
now i understand.
dumb AND greedy.
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Friday, May 14, 2004 \ 11:56 PM
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break this spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind, ohh
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)
ohh, ohhhh
My baby(my baby)
Oooh, baby, baby, baabbyy
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
Ohhh
- gone with the windd`
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall not roll my eyes & nag at cheryn when i see that she wants a paul frank bag.
i shall prove her WRONG. =p
- gone with the windd`
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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cute.
- gone with the windd`
i love benjamin mackenzie schenkkan ;)
hehs. -winkwink-
hes MY new guy & i love him.
okay anywayy
had dnt today pretty shitted up.
screw it.
cuz i didnt study so it was prolly the worst paper outta all the midyrs.
come to think of it
the midyrs wasnt difficult at all;
just that most of us either slack too much
or we stressed ourselves up too much.
like what i did during amaths.
so we think that we cant do well.
and of course partly because we were so lastminute.
yepyeps. oh well one more day to freedom + starting of preparation for chinese Os. YAY.
but ive gotta live with amaths 2 first :(
im scared of that paper.
sighss-
ive got sci tuition tomorrow [like what for??]
meeting ryn after thatt.
im gonna let her farting wait again =p
tht girl just loves to shit. i dont know why.
hahah
alright
im bored
im tired
and i am NOT going to study tonight.
so off i go`
gna go reply my email to yandao noww :D
tatass
- gone with the windd`
Thursday, May 13, 2004 \ 10:02 PM
god hes darn cuteee! *faints*
haha
i love ryan atwood of OC *winks
- gone with the windd`
I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard
Cause when we run, we hide
We deny what's inside
Chorus
What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?
Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon
Cuz you're dying inside
Cuz I'm a man, but I cry
I have fears, I won't lie
Chorus
Come on baby, you know it
Girl anyone who looks can see that I'm right
There's a chance, we should take it
Or regret it for the rest of our lives
Chorus
i totally love this song right now.
anyway. im a SHY HOTEL MAID in my past life.
im SHY. see cheryn! :P
- gone with the windd`
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MUAHAHAHAHAHA. SHIRLEEN SIM HUILING.
- gone with the windd`
Wednesday, May 12, 2004 \ 2:53 PM
wow. havent been online for just 3 to 4 days and already blogger has changed. haha not bad not bad. its quite user friendly from what i see now.anyway been having exams recently. yepyep trying to work hard for it.
im feeling damn stressed up.
not just cause of exams but sth else too. oh well im nt gona say what is it; only cheryn knows :)
okay the exams have been pretty easy for others
but quite shit to me.
except for physics.
i heard quite a few people handed in blank papers like jaromes for s.s SEQ. daring hahah. i mean just writing a yes or no gets one mark already. im not that daring man.
my fucked up bro deleted all my mp3s.
anyone who has nice songs send me okay. thanks :)
off to bathe & meet jo.
- gone with the windd`
Saturday, May 08, 2004 \ 11:41 PM
i just read someones blog.and now i feel full of respect for him.
i suddenly realised that he is so independent.
*salutes*
its hard to find another 16 year old who is so independent nowadays.
- gone with the windd`
oh yes.
thank you siying for reminding me [ur blog]
ms lim is sucha bitch.
she helped the guys!
like helloo? the girls are struggling too
hydrogen- no pop sound!
carbon dioxide- no milky water!
i swear its nothing to do w my mixture
its eitehr your dumb M powder or WHATEVER.
and dont try to tell me my practical isnt good cuz i know thats not true.
tell the guys the answer is like, fucking dumb.
yea sure half of your class pass pract
but the other half gona fail you bitch.
anyway something really dumb happened a few days ago.
i overheard 2 idiots conversation
A: "im going to pass my art with flying colours"
B: "dont use many rainbow carler. use blue. look will be good."
i suspect B is a china guy.
i didnt bother to go on listening to a witless conversation like this.
or ill burst out laughing infront of unknown people around me.
- gone with the windd`
> >>>>>>>>>> > This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
> >>>>>>>>>> > However,the girl's father does not like him and
> >>>>>>>>>> > want them to stop the relationship......
> >>>>>>>>>> > So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.
> >>>>>>>>>> >
> >>>>>>>>>> > 1 "The great love that I have for you
> >>>>>>>>>> > 2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
> >>>>>>>>>> > 3 grows every day. When I see you,
> >>>>>>>>>> > 4 I do not even like your face;
> >>>>>>>>>> > 5 the one thing that I want to do is to
> >>>>>>>>>> > 6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
> >>>>>>>>>> > 7 marry you. Our last conversation
> >>>>>>>>>> > 8 was very boring and has not
> >>>>>>>>>> > 9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
> >>>>>>>>>> > 10 You think only of yourself
> >>>>>>>>>> > 11 If we were married, I know that I would find
> >>>>>>>>>> > 12 life very difficult, and I would have no
> >>>>>>>>>> > 13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
> >>>>>>>>>> > 14 to give, but it is not something that
> >>>>>>>>>> > 15 I want to give to you. No one is more
> >>>>>>>>>> > 16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
> >>>>>>>>>> > 17 able to care for me and help
> >>>>>>>>>> > 18 I sincerely want you to understand that
> >>>>>>>>>> > 19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
> >>>>>>>>>> > 20 if you think this the end. Do not try
> >>>>>>>>>> > 21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
> >>>>>>>>>> > 22 things that do not interest me. You have no
> >>>>>>>>>> > 23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
> >>>>>>>>>> > 24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
> >>>>>>>>>> > 25 I am still your boyfriend."
> >>>>>>>>>> >
> >>>>>>>>>> > So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to
> >>>>>>>>>> > "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to
> >>>>>>>>>> > read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
> >>>>>>>>>> > So...
> >>>>>>>>>> > Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...
> >>>>>>>>>> > Interesting right??
haha interesting
okay science pract was pretty screwed up for me today.
i think ill fail for chem
i put ammonia when the answer is hydrogen.
arghss.
irritating.
off to study
- gone with the windd`
Friday, May 07, 2004 \ 2:00 PM
had chinese exam today,i think my compo was quite cartoon.
i described singapore as a "an ju le ye" &
a
small
plate
of
fried rice.
dont ask me why. it jsut came to me!
hahah i know it sounds dumb lah.
anyway the topic was about zong zu he xie
which is racial harmony. yepyep i hope im not out of point.
paper 2 was quite okay but i found english paper much much easier.
anyway time to go off` toodles
- gone with the windd`
Which Bible Hero Are You?
You scored 25, on a scale of 10 to 40. Here's how to interpret your score:
10 - 14
ADAM. You're creative, willing to live in the moment, and make the most of "found materials." You enjoy outdoor life and being in on the ground floor of things, though you tend to try to pass off responsibility.
15 - 24
PETER. You're a regular guy. Family oriented, steady job, yet willing to grow and change. If anything, you talk before you think, but you're willing to own up to your mistakes and move on.
25 - 34
JOSEPH. Self-assured and proud of it, you're leadership material through and through. Hey, can you help it if other people think you know it all? You do! 35 - 40
JOHN THE BAPTIST. You have an unerring vision of who you are and what you believe. In fact, you're pretty sure about what others should believe, too. A minimalist when it comes to lifestyle, some may call you a control freak. But when you're right, you're right.
- gone with the windd`
Thursday, May 06, 2004 \ 8:21 PM
oh yes, cheryn & i saw a really cute american guyand michelle saram
goddamnit shes chio.
shes got the figure & looks in real life
altho her hair's a lil messy.
shes still chio.
so i dont hate her anymore :)
- gone with the windd`
> >One Singh was enjoying the sun at the beach in America. A lady came and
> >asked him, " Are you relaxing?" Singh answered, "No, I am Banta Singh".
> >Another guy came and asked the him the same question. Singh answered,
> >"No
> >No Me Banta Singh!" Third one came and asked him the same question
> >again.
> >Singh was totally annoyed and decided to shift his place. While
> >walking he
> >saw another Singh soaking in the sun. He went up to him and asked, "Are
> >you
> >Relaxing? The other Singh was a lot more educated and answered, "Yes, I
> >am
> >relaxing." The Singh slapped him on his face and said, "Stupid, idiot.
> >Everyone is looking for you and your are sitting over here!"
> >
> >****************************
> >
> >A Singh died and went to heaven. When he got to the pearly gate Saint
> >Peter
> >told him that new rules were in effect due to the advances in education
> >on
> >earth. In order to gain admittance a prospective heavenly soul, he must
> >answer two questions: 1. Name two days of the week that begin with "T".
> >2.
> >How many seconds are in a year? The Singh thought for a few minutes and
> >answered... 1. The two days of the week that begin with "T" are Today
> >and
> >Tomorrow. 2. There are 12 seconds in a year. Saint Peter said, "OK,
> >I'll
> >buy the Today and Tomorrow answer, even though it's not the answer I
> >expected. But how did you get 12 seconds in a year?" The Singh replied,
> >"Well, January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd,etc..." Saint Peter lets
> >him in
> >without another word.
> >
> >*********************************
> >
> >Jasmeet Kaur caught her husband Santa Singh searching high and low all
> >around his living room. Jasmeet : "What are you searching for?" Santa :
> >"Hidden cameras!" Jasmeet : "And what makes you think that there are
> >hidden
> >cameras here?" Santa : "That guy on TV knows exactly what I am doing.
> >Why
> >every few minutes he keeps saying 'You are watching CNN'. How does he
> >know
> >that?"
> >
> >**********************************
> >
> >Having lost his donkey a Singh, got down to his knees and started
> >thanking
> >God. A passerby saw him and asked, "Your donkey is missing; what are
> >you
> >thanking God for ?" The Singh replied "I am thanking Him for seeing to
> >it
> >that I wasn't riding the donkey at that time, otherwise I would have
> >been
> >missing too."
> >
> >**********************************
> >
> >Sardar Gurbachan Singh is appearing for his University final
> >examination.
> >He takes his seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper
> >for
> >five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes his shoes off and
> >throws them out of the window. He then removes his turban and throws it
> >away as well. His shirt, pant, socks and watch follow suit. The
> >invigilator, alarmed, approaches him and asks what is going on. Oye, I
> >am
> >only following the instructions here"! It says here "Answer the
> >following
> >questions in brief".
> >
> >*************************************
> >
> >Two Singhs were sitting outside a clinic. One of them was crying like
>hell.
> >So the other asked, "Why are you crying?"
> >The first one said, "I came here for blood test"
> >Second one asked, "So? Are you afraid "
> >First one replied, " No, not that. During the blood test they cut my
> >finger"
> >Hearing this the second one started crying. The first one was
>astonished
> >and asked
> >the other, Why are you crying?"
> >The other replied, "I have come for my urine test."
> >
> >**************************************
> >
> >A Singh goes to a hotel and eats heartily. After eating he goes to wash
> >hands but starts washing the basin instead.
> >The manager comes running and asks him, "Mr. Singh, what are you
>doing?"
> >To this the man replies," Oye, see the board here ---"Wash Basin".
****************************************************************
okay got that from an email.
anyway exams started today.
english was alright; altho my compo was pretty dead.
and i recieved gd news :)
but just a few ppl knw. haha.
alright im off to study now,
tatas.
- gone with the windd`
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 \ 8:19 PM
okay im in a i-want-to-do-physics-tys mood buti dont have my physics tys.
so can the asshole who took my physics tys please stand up.
- gone with the windd`
Sunday, May 02, 2004 \ 10:57 PM
okay i better blog before cheryn bugs me to again.haha went mugging with that girl the last two days.
quite productive i have to say.
altho i didnt mug ALOT.
i learnt quite a bit
abt chem & mathematics.
mugged at darn-cold-novena-square-fdcourt yestie;
and vilais home today.
tht girl is mad but i guess im worse. hahah..
yepyep.
went tpc w my parents today.
havent spent time alone w them for so long.
it felt pretty good to be able to have fun with them WITHOUT my brother.
we had dinner & charmy snow-ice ;) yumyum.
been feeling fearful lately.
but im not sure what is it about.
is the cause of it just exams or others?
i dont know.
at one point of time i had this gut feeling that i was gonna die soon.
i felt so afraid;
i didnt want to leave this world; my family, friends so soon.
i guess thts why ive been super nice to my family lately,
i wanted them to know no matter what happens,
ill love them
and of course i love my friends too :)
and today during youth;
deacon daniel was saying about people having burdens,
i had a feeling it was me.
he asked those who felt a burden to put up their hands
& when i didnt put up my hand to admit it;
deacon said sth about ppl should not be afraid to put up their hands and just let god heal you.
of course it didnt sound as bad as i described it,
but it was like; it was pointing at me.
God knew what my heart felt & he wanted to take it away.
so i let him
and i felt so relaxed and happy right there & then.
and somehow it remained that way the whole day
except for a few moments here & there.
but it was so much better than the past few days :)
jesus loves me
and i love him too. (:
- gone with the windd`
