/ welcome to my life :)

Wednesday, March 31, 2004 \ 5:34 PM

currently a disney fanatic.
lols.
sharini & i were singing thruout lessons today.
lil mermaid (below)
and aladdin, and turtles?
hahah. yeahh.

oh yeah the guys were on singing frenzy too.
on the way down the stairs,
they were going
ROW ROW ROW YOUR BOAT,
GENTLY DOWN THE STREAM.
MERRILYMERRILYMERRILYMERRILY,
LIFE IS BUT A DREAM.
ultra funny. just couldnt stop laughing.
l tan stopped us to get stuff that we owe her.
but ed & barry & god knws who else still continued singing,
LOUDLY.
darn funny.
jokers.

[Maybe he's right]
[Maybe there is something the matter with me]
[I just don't see how a world]
[That makes such wonderful things]
[Could be bad]

Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?

Look at this trove, treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here, you'd think
Sure, she's got everything

I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
I've got who's-its and what's-its galore
You want thing-a-mabobs?
I've got twenty
But who cares? No big deal. I want more

I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see 'em dancin'
walkin' around on those
Whaddya call 'em? Oh, feet

Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
Strollin' along down the
What's that word again? Street
Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free, wish I could be
Part of that world

What would I give if I could live
Outta these waters?
What would I pay to spend a day
Warm on the sand?

Betcha on land they understand
Bet they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women, sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand

And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire, and why does it
What's the word? Burn

When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love?
Love to explore that shore up above
Out of the sea, wish I could be
Part of that world

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Mysterious - Your ideal guy is suave and
mysterious. He's cool in all that he does and
holds an edgy charm that attracts you to him.
Turn ons: He's always coming up with some cool new
way to suprise you.
Turn offs: You don't always know what he's doing,
where he is - or who he's with. Watch him.

What is your ideal type of guy? (With Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

ooooh. didnt know that was my type.hahah

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okay sharini said that my foto was hiding below.
so i brought it up.
yepp

anyway,
today was a fairly good day.
except for the fact tht i took the worst fotos of my life.
the stupid photographer fuckin cheated us k!
bet we all gna look weird.
hahah.
anyway had physics pract just now.
my best fit just wasnt best.
pretty bad.
but i had fun..

theres amath tuition w tht nutty teacher once again at 7 later.
hm i havent done hw.
but then again ive got 2 math test n ting xie tmr.
argh-
ill just fail all?
hahah.

ta-

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Monday, March 29, 2004 \ 11:17 PM

before i go to sleep,
i would like to mention once again.
BIG FISH rocks.
so does passion but stupid censorship board m18-ed it.

oh yeah love goin out to clara, khai & jere.
we finally completed the project with no difficulty
unlike last yr.
yay 3 cheers for us :)

once again.
BIG FISH rocks.
i dont care what you think.
IT ROCKS. & all should see it AT LEAST once.
see that? koon, bernard & jr? so go watch it k u guys.

sleeptime.
lullabyin-

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big fishys today.
i love that movie.
but stupid poophead was snoring away beside me.
hahah.
but fun day overall-

ok cant say much gotta get down to my
extremely -important- CME project.
so elating to do that! woohoo.

toodles

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Sunday, March 28, 2004 \ 10:29 PM

new chio template :)

love the wine glasses.
hahah-

thanks to ed who taught me the br thingy,
and ryn for the position thingy. :)
and arv for the pic thingy.
and to me for everything else. hahah-

anyway its late.
nightt

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Saturday, March 27, 2004 \ 11:52 PM

im in sucha bloggin-ish mood right now.
haha but i dont have anything to say!

anw went to compassvale just now & got this bag from 77th street.
yay new school bag, no more espirit-painful-moments.
woohoo!

oh yeah today wenta suntec w
clara; barry; edmund & wua huan.
to see the exhibition.
wasnt really much of anything but the knife rack was interesting nevertheless
walked around suntec cuz ed claimed that he nv been there before which is.quite unbelievable.
hahah.
the funniest moments were when
edmund & barry carried clara & my bag. clara was this little handbag mine was a tote.
those 2 crappers carried BOTH bags at the same time (as if one wasnt funny enough) and walked around suntec.
clara & i just couldnt stop laughing..lol joker people. i just wish i had a cam at tht moment. its moments like these that you wana take down and remember all your life..
hahah.

at times we saw some weird titled books.
like
LIFE WITHOUT ED;
THE ART OF SEDUCTION;
DO I WANT TO BE A MOTHER?;
THE BITCH IN THE HOUSE;
SEX & LIVES;
BARNEY THE DINOSAUR : MOMMIES ARE GREAT

yeah .lol..
ok then barry wenta play arcade.
he played a soccer game against this mcdonald guy.
kept playin tricks on that guy and winning that guy.
super funny.
but the funnier one was edmund.
that nut cant play soccer for nuts.
hes born for bball and should stick to that. seriously.
sending his players sliding all over the field, but hardly ever gets the ball.
lol- thank god barry was around.

oh did i mention barry's dad is ultracool?
he scolds vulgar and hes very friendly.
haha..fetched the 5 of us to suntec. so nice :)

took mrt to toa payoh and took bus back w ed.
tht asspunk kept making me laugh.
god todays one of my best days this month.
havent laughed so hard for so long.haha..

its 12am.
so goodnight.
:D
ill fall asleep w a smile on my face.
cuz today was a happy day; even without you.

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Friday, March 26, 2004 \ 7:15 PM

ahh im sososo tired.
the chinese compo class is just absolutely sickening!
nobody, and i literally mean that, listens to that poor teacher.
so jeremy and i tried to concentrate and listen to her.
however my mission failed. she was just too monotonneee-
argh, chinese slangers. i just yakked with jeremy and edmund to kp myself awake.

ok after that, i went "towning" with cheryn.
she got a crumpler bag ! *applauds* lol..finally after so long.
then we walked to wismaa food court.
den i slept,
cheryn did her bio&chem.
:D hee.
took a cab to school bus stop,
met eric and daryl there.
took 73 back w eric.
yeah now im home.
hahah, after shower.
feel refreshed but still tired.
godd towning 3 days in a row.
im so gona be broke, oh wait. i AM broke!

theres english remedial tomorrow -growls-
l tan just is WEIRD.
today she was happily talkin to our class,
suddenly she just slammed our OHP, and
flared up.
weird woman, im beginning to think she IS a witch after all
w her weird nails and temper.

or maybe its just menopause.
or maybe papaya and bitchy witchy are in cahoots to go against us.
or rather against me.
bitchywitchy+fuckapapaya= whatever i hate.

i wna watch big fishy. anyone? :)

did i mention fuckapapaya changed MY seat?
now edmund and clara and david and everyone who was around me,
ARE GONE.
they're where they were,
and ive moved to huishans old seat.
fuck her mother. like what edmund said.
she think she change my seat,
can stop me from yakkin with my dear friends.
altho im gona miss edmund and the rest,
ive gt sharini&barry&dharwin now.
mwahaha..-

i not stupid k papaya.
biatch
beeeeeeeyatch.

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Wednesday, March 24, 2004 \ 10:33 PM

todayy went out w bernard.
gosh that guy is sucha joker+bhb+funny+all the weird elements put together.
i just couldnt stop laughing whenever he opened his mouth to say something!
anw we watched My Girl. super super cute show
altho it was in THAI. weird language lar hahah, sounded like cantonese being mumbled and fumbled with. but there were subtitles so i understood.
and it was really a cute showw! the boy was soo cute; girl soo chio.
cuteshowcuteshowcuteshow.

anw after that, i went for my new tuition in hougang.
the teacher is MAD. hahah shes something like jo.
super cute and funny also.
and she gave me this RGS paper which i dont know hw the hell to do.
okay maybe ive forgotten it over the hols,
but yeah i dont know hw to do!
cheeem-
she did practically 5 outta the 5 questions i attempted. okay maybe i did like 1/2 of the 5 questions myself.
but still!

lol
really gotta pract alreadyy-

tomorrow sch's gona release early.
dont know what the hell im gona do after school.
come home and sleep? :D
havent done that for a looong time.
haha maybe ill do that!

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Tuesday, March 23, 2004 \ 10:37 PM

todays detention was..
fine.

haha but i missed s.s. -winkwink-

yeah -winkwink- cheryn.
lol =p

may be goin to catch a movie, most prolly my girl, w bernard tmr.
havent seen that guy in ages hahah. goin out w him is funn

im currently hooked on little mermaids - part of that world.

:)

[name four bad habits you have]sleepin, lazy, sloppy, messy.
[name four things that you wish you had]new handphone,discman,money and him.
[name four scents you love]beyond paradise,moonflower,uh no more?
[name four people that know you the best]me;myself;cheryn;khairul;etc.
[name four things you'd never wear]tube alone, straight cut jeans, super mini skirts and fake hair
[name four things you are thinking about now]whats with four, my kor's new "invention"; meet up w bernard tmr, waiting for ur msg.
[name four things that you have done today]sleep, tuition, comp, eat.
[name the last four things you have bought]drink, noodles, drink, noodles?
[name five things most people don't know you like]him.i dont know what i like either.
[name five drinks you regularly drink]gek hui ;) water, coffee,tea, me.
[first grade teacher name?]mrs ling.
[last words you said:]haha.
[last song you sang?]lil mermaid- part of your world.
[last person you hugged?]uh cant rem.
[last thing you laughed at?]whatever bernard said.
[last time you said 'I Love You' and meant it?]o.0
[last time you cried?]cant remember.
[what color socks are you wearing?]none.
[what's under your bed?]boxes.
[what time did you wake up today?]6.20am
[current taste?]water.
[current hair?]tied.
[current clothes?]tuition clothes, shorts n tee.
[current annoyance?]i HATE WAITING.
[current longing?]for his reply.
[current worry?]tmr gona get scoldin frm mr ng for not doin dnt folio.
[favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?]woohoo sexaye. dont know.
[last CD you bought?] burned?
[favorite place to be?] anywhere but home. cinemas?
[least favorite place?] home laa.
[time you wake up in the morning?] 6.20
[if you could play an instrument?] i can play the saxophone.
[favorite color?] white, black.
[do you believe in an afterlife?] maybe?
[how tall are you?] 16++ cm
[current favorite word/saying?] huh?!
[favorite book?] nicholas sparks.
[favorite season?] winter!
[one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:] ah a...
[favorite day?] TGIF man
[where would you like to go] USA!
[what is your career going to be like?] i cant see the future, no glass ball w me now.
[how many kids do you want?] 1?2?
[favorite car?] audi cabriolet
[type a line you remember from any book] nee nee.
[a random lyric] out of the sea, wish i could be. part of that world.
[identify some of the things surrounding your computer] fan, handphone, books.

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Monday, March 22, 2004 \ 8:47 PM

late on first day of school.
felt good being late;
dont feel good thinking abt detention tmrw.
blahh

emath remedial today,
I FINISHED ALL THE WORK,
while edmund and joel sat there talkin, talkin and talking.
occasionally doing their work. haha

oh well.
I HATE WAITING

\dont make me wait lar, please :(
im so sad everytime i see that its nt you.
and when i look at you,
my heart beats a million times faster.
unless somehow, u can get urself outta my mind.

oh yeah i hate pervertic-ah-peks who look at every gal
from young to old
sexy to fat
pretty to ugly
tall to short
fashionable to non-fashionable
scented to odoured.
BAHH
stop staring at all the girl's asses.
pervert.
right ryn?
:D
just feel like kicking his ball,
smashin it w an eggsmasher.
put chilli on top
and feed it to HIM! and then; bon appetite

muahaha *rubs hands together* ;)

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Nokia 6100 is the phone for you. You always do what
you are told. You never make mistakes - or
atleast you try not to. You get upset easily
when what you have plan need to be changed,
especially at the last minute.

Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You?
brought to you by Quizilla

ah its a better fone than my extinct fcuked up fone. tell my dad -growl-

I HATE WAITING. *scrunches up nosee*

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Sunday, March 21, 2004 \ 10:46 PM

tale as old as time;
tune as old as song. :)

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just came back from expo.
watched disney on ice.
felt gd to relive my childhood all over again haha..
mickey mouse;
minnie & gang.
:)

was superduper happy last night.
oh well good things happen;
sometimes.

hehs.
oh yeah junrong took a $2.60 down to expo,
to watch cheryn and i munch on burger king.
so poor thing and he was sick.
tc okay?hahah
cheryn evil woman.
and changi ppl are soo NOT friendly! wave for so many taxis only one stopped.
and it wasnt COMFORT. sad; i loveee comfort.
hahah-
okay.
im kinda demoralized and tired now.
so shall hit my dear comfy messed up bedd ;)
nites-

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Saturday, March 20, 2004 \ 12:31 AM

you bring out the best in me
like no one else can do
thats why im by your side
and thats why i love you

:D

:) and my eyes ARE open.

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Thursday, March 18, 2004 \ 10:19 PM

yuan de bu na bian de na;
bian de bu na yuan de na.
yuan de na; bian de na .
yuan de bian de yi qi na

btw ryn, its tham shuxian.
not tham whatever.

hahah.

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NICOLE THAM WHATEVER ROCKS MY BUTT!
yay cant wait to see you tmrw
i miss you lesbian :)
SO MUCHH
looking forward to shopping&manicuring&bitching ?
haha BE PUNCTUAL tmrw PLEASE ?
-bighug.

- your lesbian :)

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baby i cant breathe easy
without you next to me.

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JAKARTA, Indonesia - Couples caught kissing
passionately in public in Indonesia could spend
five years in jail.

Members of parliament in the world’s most
populous Muslim country have proposed an anti-
pornography bill that includes a ban on kissing
on the mouth in public.

“I think there must be some restrictions on such
acts because it is against our traditions of
decency,” said Aisyah Hamid Baidlowi, head of a
parliamentary committee drafting the bill.

Heavy kissing could carry a maximum penalty of
five years in jail or a 250 million rupiah
($29,000) fine. Anyone caught flashing would
face similar penalties.

The bill also proposes bans on public nudity,
erotic dances and sex parties, with jail terms
ranging from three to 10 years. Watching such a
display could lead to two years behind bars.

Indonesians have long followed a moderate
version of Islam, although an emphasis on Muslim
practices and identification with Islamic
traditions have grown stronger in recent years.

Public displays of affection are frowned upon by
many, though prostitution is rampant in many
parts of the archipelago.

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Wednesday, March 17, 2004 \ 5:53 PM

english version of because im a girl`

kinda weird cuz totally doesnt suit the video.
but oh well, its supposed ta be right.
shrug-

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
i believed those words and i was so happy

chorus
you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but i couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

chorus

narration
we separated today
you said you wanted me to be happy
and find a better person than you
you're just like every other man
didn't you tell me you loved me?
actually, i don't want you to be happy
what if you find a girl who's prettier than me
and live happily with her?
what if it makes you forget me
when im hurting so much, so much i want to die
when i still love you so much...

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

the video is sweet. go watch or get it from me!

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004 \ 7:04 PM

people
if you dont watch this.
im gona kill you.
its so super touching,
melts MY heart.
can make me cry,
but im not at that stage yet.
so off you go
watch

http://www.happyfacehome.com/mtv/kiss.htm

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yuck.
currently eating this shitty lasagne.

packed lasagne,straight frm my freezer for lunch.

thk i heated it up the wrong way,
now its kinda, mushy and all.
*scrunches up nose*

oh well,
kinda in a shitty mood now.
just like my shitty looking lasagne.
haha..

ta

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Monday, March 15, 2004 \ 10:05 AM

Daisuke Kimura -san
Ushitora Sakamoto -san
Hideko Mitsui -san

my jap names.
haha.pretty cute.

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was feeling shitty from saturday onwards.
firstly,
got scolded (finally) cuz of papaya.
so im
grounded
banned from computer.
hafta reach home by 6 on schooldays.
gotta report wherever i go.
banned from tv
banned from my freedom.
grounded.

arhhh~
hate my parents for doin that to me cuz of corrections,
hate papaya even more.
always thot she was kind
now i know
shes evil.
but thank god for my wonderful friends
they cheered me up that night during worship under the stars,
altho my anger towards my parents was still there. :)
thanks guys *BIG HUG* love y'all.

sunday
didnt wana go to church cuz of my parents.still angry w them
and wanted to use the com while they were out so that i can reply
my friend's msg.
was forced to go.
so i showed a unhappy expression the whole day.
borrowed my moms fone to create a ringtone.
got scolded
called "irritating"
whatever.
now hes stopping me from doin what i like.
suchan irritatant.
totally despicable.
i hope ur pudendas, hwever u spell it, disappear from the face of this earth.

monday.
am up early :)
cats out,
mice comes to play.
finally replied my friend's msg, after 2 days.
and my nail just broke : (
nvm
im happy now,
cuz ive got my comp w me.
just my comp n me.

im missing you so much.
but its not supposed to be this way.
sometimes i wished you were here w me when im down.
but ure too far away,
too far away .
i just hope what i feel for you,
is just an infatuation.
but then again, i hope not.
god, tell me what am i thinking now.

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Friday, March 12, 2004 \ 9:11 PM

am in town internet shop now.
whatever its called.

waiting to watch 9.50pm haunted mansion.
hopefully its nice
not like what shir says.
haha..

missed the energy concert cuz barry was hungry,
oh well not purely cuz of tht
looooong story.
newae.
ta :)

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Thursday, March 11, 2004 \ 3:46 PM

2004 is definitely not my year.
im lyk so fucked up now.

mdm diana called my dad.
sayin
i dont do my corrections,
im always dreaming in class,
i did badly for my test(i failed by half a mark),
i lost marks because i didnt follow the way she did it.

FUCK.

im just so screwed tonight.
my dads gona kill me.
i prolly gotta say gdbye to
my comp,
my phone,
my life,
my friendster account,
my hotmail account,
whatever account ive got now.
prolly goodbye to the tv.
gawd no more ami3.
life is tough
i hate it.
so gdbye.

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Monday, March 08, 2004 \ 10:00 PM

okay.
im officially bored.
so im here to blog.

hehs

anw today was okay.
got back lyk 5 tests.
thank god i only failed one-emaths.
by half a mark.sigh

lit i got highest again, but wasnt that gd. only 17/25.
english sucked. 18/30. but i know that l tans marking
is kinda weird, so if u get damn high, means ur compo is weird.
even another teacher agrees. but im not gona say who.
yep. :)
chem i got 17/32
amaths i got 9/15. total shock.
cuz i nv expected to pass at all.
so glad i did! :)
chinese 77/100
hahah.

anw
koon and anfu ask me to teach them saxophone,
hmm in return..teach me guitar kae?
hahah.no teachin fer free =p

oh yeah ed sent me this punjabi feat jay z last night
kwite nice.
and rini sent me tata young too.
not bad :)
im teh kinda person who likes almost all the songs.hahah
not picky bt them.as long as not heavy black metal.
go listen to those songs kae.
:)

shall leave now i guess.nothing much to say.
cyas!

*sexy naughty bitchy me*

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Sunday, March 07, 2004 \ 10:17 PM

IM BACK.
ah yes its been a long week.
tiring but interesting nevertheless.
tears;
happiness;
and allsortsanots.

my brother just came in looking hilarious.
he's got green stuff all over his face!
ah.pimple faces =p

lol

church today was fun
unfortunately,
i was tired and soo wasnt really tuned in
but was msgin junrong the whole day.
cus i dreamt of him last night
funny dream i had.
right infront of madam tan's condominium.
hahah-

saturday went out w ryn n *eh-hmm*
dont thk i can mention here. privacy must be kept :)
kwite fun.
had band before that,
and english remedial BEFORE that.
both kinda boring. arghs
kinda sick of band nowadays.
maybe my stress comes from THERE.
oh well, ive got a responsibility at hand,
so i might as well complete it right?

nxt fri,
im gona go to mediacorp.
watch this mini concert by energy.
hope they're not bad cus theyve got some nice songs.
saturday shall be worship under the stars.
cant wait for it to be over.
cos of a particular reason.right larry?
keep it a secret alright.

ah.
this shall be my entry for the week.
if u find it boring,
sorry.its ur problem.
:)
ta~

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Monday, March 01, 2004 \ 10:24 PM

yes i love you too ryntardic.
lols.

anw i lost my fone
sigh
maybe its a sign that i dont reply that msg
and that i start studying.
which i have started doing :)

had studyin session for an hour w my crazydotter today.
my maths is lyk, shit. i gotta brush up ALOT.
now im gona do chinese. cya

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