Sunday, February 29, 2004 \ 9:15 PM
you'll always be here inside my heart
and just as sure as the stars shine above
no matter what happens,
you can count on my love
i love my favourite bitching+studying partner
from planet earth to moon & back again :)
the retardic rocks my world and my butt -winks :D
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Friday, February 27, 2004 \ 10:58 PM
did i do anything to make you ignore me?or am i just imaginating things?
sigh
today was o level collection of results.
FIRSTLY, i wana gif a BIGGG TIGHT HUGG to all my sec4&5 frens last yr.
so proud of all of ya :) sure am gonna miss you all. hehs
SECONDLY, a BIGGG HUG to simin ! she got a1 for her chinese lors!haha
cheryn was soo silly. simin wasnt even crying and she was.hahah.
THIRDLY, i have a new aim. to do well in my Os this year, by starting to study right NOW! hahah..kinda motivated by all that. dont really want a screw up score, i wanna cry of happiness on teh day i recieve my results. not of sadness. so while im still in this study-ish mood. ill take action by startin on CL : )
anyway. went towning w ryntardic after that o level thing. walked around, spent all my money on FOOD. ohgosh i feel so pigg-ish now. we had marche, famous amos, taka food court food, mango juice etc. ahh. so fat! haha..
walked around, managed to overcome her temptation of taking neos.
oh yeah and i was lyk telling mr ng, mr amos and all that that ILL GET A1 FOR THEIR SUBJECTS. haha. empty promises, hope they arent that.
and mr amos say i passed my physics! he think. ahh sooo happy! lol
if i really pass i will be lyk damn happy
cus i screwed up todays amaths
cus of the word OPEN. f*** that word. arghs-
oh well. will stop here-
oh yeah i realised RI guys ARENT THAT bad looking either.
just not THAT cute too.
:)
ta-
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004 \ 8:33 PM
okay halfway mugging nowdont feel like eating my dinner.
haha and ive got to say this
i totally love my retardic daughter !
shes nuts one haha..
todays maths n ss wasnt really THAT gd. just OKAY. again,
and im really pissed that altho my bill has dropped to 40,
my dads still nagging.
argh
WAIT TIL U SEE THIS MONTHS BILLL
whatever welcome to the real world.
oh yeah and i jus hafta say this
during release of amaths retest results today,
i was outside watching n listening for the gang inside.
and i was lyk soo nervous, i guess so were the rest of them.
BUT SOMEONE had to HAHAHAHAHA, saw the maths paper.
SOOOO HAPPY.
GIMME THE EXAM PAPER GIMME THE EXAM PAPER.
that person just has got NO FEELINGS for his friends.
oh i forgot,
his HATERS.
im so glad 2 more ppl hate him now.
sucha bastard.
i hope i dont haf to go further than bastard
you GAY FAGGOT.
ihateyoufromplanetearthtothemoonandbackagain.
lol opposite of cheryns line.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004 \ 3:09 PM
ANYWAYYtoday was a pretty okayish day.
there were bad stuff
and good stuff lar.
as usual
bad stuff :
chem test wasnt that simple after all.
hoping ill pass lors,
dont pass later i let lucern down haha..
he keeps sayin i can get a1.
dont think its possible now.
then tmr is maths
i still dont know loci and abit of vectors
sigh-
imdeadimdeadimdead.HOW.
good stuff :
i got 20/25 for my dnt test 1. yay!
haha..den during assembly we watched this
lindy hop thingy
kwite cute and theyre quite good.
and no social studies lesson today
yayy
when we went back class after assembly,
the whole class jus started going "wah lao eh"
keep repeating over n over again
as if it was a 4e3 motto. lol it was kwite funny la
even marilyn started to say wah lao eh.
edmund n barry sure infected the whole class..lols
4e3 is one class u can hardly ever find*shakes head*
heh but i love their notoriousness anyway.
anyway was supposed to go to ryns house to study.
but decided to come home n study instead
cus i got tuition later
and i dont wana go in my sch u
arghs-
okay enough crapping for now.
gotta study man. wah lao eh.
hai..sad story :(
hehs
cyaazxs
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I hate the world today
Youre so good to me, I know
But I can change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe Im an angel underneath
In a sentence sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been to see the softer side
I can understand how youd be so confused
I dont envie you
Im a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
Im a bitch Im a lover
Im a child Im a mother
Im a sinner Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell Im your dream
Im nothin in between
You know, you wouldnt want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean, youll have to be a stronger man
Jused to shooter, when I start to make you nervous
And Im going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today wont mean a thing
Im a bitch Im a lover
Im a child Im a mother
Im a sinner Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell Im your dream
Im nothin in between
You know, you wouldnt want it any other way
Just when you think
You got me
Figure out the seasons all ready changin
I think its cool, you do what you do
And dont try to sing this
Im a bitch Im a lover
Im a child Im a mother
Im a sinner Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell Im your dream
Im nothin in between
You know, you wouldnt want it any other way
Im a bitch, im tease
Im a goddess on my knees
When youre hurt
When you suffer
Im your angel undercover
Ive been numb
Im revived
Cant say Im not alive
You know I wouldnt want it any other way
We're tiny, we're toony,
We're all a little looney,
And in this cartoony,
We're invading your TV!
We're comic dispensers,
We crack up all the censors,
On tiny toon adventures
Get a dose of comedy!
So here's Acme Acres,
It's a whole wide world apart,
Our home sweet home,
It stands alone,
A cartoon work of art!
The scripts were rejected,
Expect the unexpected
On tiny toon adventures
It's about to start!
They're furry, they're funny,
They're Babs and Buster Bunny,
Montana Max has money,
Elmyra is a pain!
Here's Hamton and Plucky,
Dizzy Devil's yucky,
Furrball's unlucky,
And Gogo is insane!
At Acme Looniversity we earn our toon degree,
The teaching staff's been getting laughs since 1933!
We're tiny, we're toony,
We're all a little looney,
It's tiny toon adventures,
Come and join the fun!
And now our song is done!
NO THESE 2 SONGS ARE NOT LINKED.
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Monday, February 23, 2004 \ 8:04 PM
lit was bad today.i couldnt finish it ):
sigh
test one i got 2nd in class,
lost half mark to siying.
ahh im losing my standarddd!!!!
anw
went muggin w ryn jus now.
shes a nuthead.
the mushroom soups aint that nice
she just HAS TO steal mine.
food-steeler.
haha.
tmrs chem
and i gotta do my folio
arghhh
ta-
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Sunday, February 22, 2004 \ 9:07 PM
oh yah before i forgetSATURDAY WAS MY DAY
woo.
eyework.had my fair share
of eye-eating
hehs.
anw one sentence
NIKEONEONONE rocks. : )
boys junior
:):):):):):):)
haha
=x
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today kinda sucks
but anw,
had fun yesterday
hehs.
shir n ryn knows what im talkin abt
and ryn
I WANT MY PHOTOS!! :p
quickie quickie-
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Thursday, February 19, 2004 \ 5:48 PM
my SHOES.gave me blisters
MY BABY.hahah.shes damn cute!
my number tag : ) 234
hahh.want somemore go to my foto album !
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gosh damn tired now.
had x-country today
woke up at 6.
met the guys at 7 at tpc.
the whole journey was 3.2km.
i had blisters thruout.hurt like hell.
i walked w cheryn haha..
bet its her first time not gettin a prize.cus of me
loL
at the ending part ms lim and benji were like
gettin me to start running but i just REFUSED.
first time benji talked to me.so cute
haha
and ms lim, so nice to me after yesterday?
WEIRD.
mr koh was cutest.thruout the whole 3.2,
he was goin "nicole,pao lar pao lar!"
everytime he got ahead of us
the 2 of us will catch up. but he ended up walkin also anw
and end up BEHIND us.loL..
anyway edwin n nadia fainted.hope they're feeling well now : )
harwood won first-runner up tho.
anyway went guthrie buildin for my fave ice cream after that
and then towning.again.
god im gettin super sick of town lors.haha
cheryn only went cuz we agreed to take neos
took lotsa super spas fotos using cheryns cam.
haha..
after that came home.
at tpc waitin for bus,
this guy was like starin at me.
SO IRRITATING.
i hate it when people stare at me.bleah.
survived that ordeal tho,
he alighted at serangoon gardens.thank god.
so now im home..
and i FINALLY got my testimonial from zhaoyi.
after buggin him for soo long.haha..
oh yah when i get my fotos
ill show u this cute baby,
and the shoes which caused my blister [argh]
taa~
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004 \ 7:18 PM
17 Feb 2004 A.D : pledge was read WRONGLY by mamas boy.it was read as
we the citizens of singapore.
pledge ourselves as one united people.
regardless of race, language or religion.
so as to achieve happiness prosperity
and progress for our nation.
wht a disgrace
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heyy am home already.
ive gotta redo my dnt stuff..
feelin kinda fcuked up.
teachers cant stop naggin at us
and everytime i get nagged at i feel stressed up.
sometimes i think whether im gona lose my mind
and go crazy.
im tryin my best to keep my sane now,
dont really like the feeling of feelin stressed n fuckedup.
anyway
today was an okay day.
highlight of the day
i got kicked outta chem class w ed fred n wh.
for what?not copyin the question.
and guess what,
soo many other people didnt copy too..
gosh
that ms lim is sucha bitch-
i seriously cant stand her. she thinks shes damn good
but might as well, we got to leave her lesson early.
spared me from that misery.
lol
tmrs x-country at mcritchie.
im NOT running.
gosh
but if i dont finish it in 45 minutes
thats it im in ODAC for 2 weeks,
this school is soo unreasonable.
cant stand it.
cant wait to leave it,
but i know ill miss my darlings : )
but we'll keep in contact wont we
haha..
oh yeah i gotta say this too
simin is nuts! shes goin crazy lors
totally opposite from what she was in sec 1 and 2.
sigh
God Bless Simin =p
friendster is down : (
i got a testimonial from stephanie.
cant wait to read what she wrote about me..
haha guess what i bumped into her and andy at serangoon
after "jammin" on v-day.
kinda awkward cuz of..
ah nvm forget it..
hahah..
somebody told me i kept bumping into ex-beattyians
dont ask me why, i dont know either.
alright gotta stop here.
nth else to say i guess
sorry if this entry bores you..
but im bein kinda boring lately :)
oh yeah,
before i forget. I SAW WILL HUNG ON TV.
ahha ET was featuring him. he has vocal training lessons
w this pro. and he sang cant u feel the love tonight.
and they showed it to kelly clarkson and clay aiken :)
clay was like "he's on-key!"
lol..
just lurveee clay shooo much*
ta!
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Tuesday, February 17, 2004 \ 11:04 PM
argh!!soo much to do
soo little time!
god this is so stressful.
ive gotta complete
designandtechnologyliteraturechinesestudyfortestdotuitionhomework
all by today!
and common tests are next week..
im gona just die man..
bet bernard doesnt even have the time to teach me differentiation..
im DEAD!
but on the bright side,
my pimples going off.
so :)
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Monday, February 16, 2004 \ 10:53 PM
damnitive got a pimple.
argh- highly irritating!!
i
h a t e
z i t s .
thank god i only got one.
and i know it WONT multiply : )
and this one will go in 2 days i guess.
as usual-
but
I GOT A PIMPLE.
dammit-
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Sunday, February 15, 2004 \ 9:46 PM
seriously. go get a life and stop being such a desperate.god. i cant stand you AT ALL. get me?
ure sucha asshole. i never seen a person whose heart
changes THAT fast. liar- but all guys are anyway.
thank god i didnt fall for you : )
ah im back.
highlight of the weekend.
I SAW RANDALL TAN AT NYP.
oh god he was cute. really cute.
hahah..ryn and i were like just behind him,
SO CLOSE.
girls were dying to change places with us.
and this girl who saw him,
jus GASP so LOUDLY.
hahah..im lucky and unlucky i guess.
cheryn didnt have her cam w her : (
but nvm
his face is etched in my memory.
hahah is that the correct word?
anw nyp is kwite nice.
bryan or brian took us around..
yep.saw eds cuz shawn.
cool guy
hahah. after that. while waiting for bus
bumped into seamus, felix and their friend.
yep they were gonna go jamming at sims ave.
sorry couldnt go w u guys..
so i left first, went home. bathed
wrapped 3 presents in 10 minutes
and left to meet koon.
nice night tho-
the band 7days were good but i heard that they got an attitude.
argh- hate bands who got attitudes.
think they're very big or what?
okay.today
went main w larry and eric. guess what
jamie yeo and glenn ong came late
so their reserved seats were taken
haha..joke man.
could see jamie yeos face,
like she wasnt happy.
think you're famous doesnt mean your seat's
gonna be there for you THE WHOLE DAY.
gosh-
cant stand ppl like that either.
went towning after that
took weird neos o.0
then met up w my mom to have din
at delifrance.again
and home i come : )
i miss grease :( sigh-
oh did i mention that im in a fucked up mood.
dont ask me why.
im jus super fucked up by someone.
argh- whatever *shakeshead*
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Friday, February 13, 2004 \ 10:50 PM
helloo!tp rocks.
haha..its really pretty lors.
i like it sooo much more than singapore poly,
and more than ngee ann.
but..they dont have any courses that interest me.
so lucern is gonna help me ask his tp friend whether tp
has mass comm.
cuz i like tp soo much!haha..pretty poly.condusive.
anyway, went to tp w junrong, arvin, cheryn, willie and fred.
the guys were being major jokers, esp arv.
he kept askin the bio guy stupid questions!
like the dissected rat, he asked whether it was alive.
gawd
lol..but it was damn funny lors, and kinda fun too : )
altho we only got to spend around an hour there.
wasnt enough to view the whole place though,
and didnt get to see junrongs jay-lookalike brother.aw~
i had quite a fair bit of fun. and i saw stephanie..
she looked so excited to see me. bt i guess thts the way she is haha..
anw took a cab to town after that.the uncle was being weird in the cab
and i couldnt stop playin w cheryns cam.again.yes haha
met cheryns funny friends.yes funny. arv n wil get what i mean.
haha then reached home around now.
oh yeah did i mention we took cute neos?haha
i never knew willie was soooo fotogenic.hahas...
tmr im probably goin to nyp and HOPEFULLY yjc's bazaar.
koon and lucern makes it sound kwite interesting.
and i feel kwite interested. but oh well,
i wont die if i wont go. main focus is nyp.haha
and koon. you rock : )
u never fail to put a smile on my face w ur cute personality.
haha..and no its not gayish to be cute okay. =)
anyway, smile more..it is easily transmittable
so make the people around you smile too!heex..
see ya tmr kae. i wana see u w a smile or ill leave! =p
here you got ur paragraph.haha.
oh yeah before i forget
this is my fave song for now.
i love you, you love me.
lets hold hands and kill barney
with a great big bang and barney on the floor,
no more purple dinosaur. =)
ultracute.
haha..
ta for now!!
btw i hate those pop ups which are telling me to buy pop up killers.arghs.
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004 \ 4:42 PM
alrightey people. im back : )hm these few days nothing much.
wenta watch peter pan with ryn yesterday,
and yes yes your jeremy sumpter is cute (sometimes)haha..but he's too young for you!
took some neos. act cute, will hung, you name it!haha..
let see..oh yeah jo joined my tuition last night.
and she's bringing life to it!haha
she was lyk the only person answerin the teacher.
i cant even remember my teachers name.
argh-
anyway i dont know whats wrong w me the past few days.
ive been lyk soo short tempered,
i get pissed off or irritated damn easily.
i keep thinking my life is so fucked up.
i never know what i want,
im always indecisive.
im sucha screwed up person.
and i jus wana tell him to let me go..
right now, w a life that i have like that.
i dont think that we belong to each other or anything.
shrugs- i dont know how this msg is gona get anywhere anyway.
maybe letting it stay here is the best : )
oh well, so much for thinking.
time ta study.
im out-
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Sunday, February 08, 2004 \ 5:09 PM
oh man power web totally rocks.theres hillsongs!!
heh hope u guys like this
its now that you're near. : )
enjoy!
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just put in a game for the fun of it.
just in case u folks get bored reading,
guess a number.
: )
anyway, am at home on a sunday now.
this hardly happens but -shrug-
was sick the last 2 days,
especially friday.
ngee ann was great, like totally wow if i wasnt sick.
but i was and i still had a great time.
the guy who brought the 4 of us around media building
looked like daniel chan frm the side view.
and hes lyk super friendly : )
im glad we got off that bus and took a taxi back to sch.
if not i wouldve nv gotten to benefit at all.
i like ngee ann, but i dont know if i wana go there or not.
sigh
anyway saw this ex-beattyian there, i dont know his name
but he kept askin us to call him shixiong, or xue zhang
so i fulfilled his wish.
hes some outward bounder frm there.
haha funny guy.
anyway on the way back home,
barry siying ed and i shared a cab.
and by the time barry n siying got off,
i was lyk shivering and my face was super pale.
n i bet all ed was worried abt was whether
he would get it as well haha..
but i felt really bad but i still wanted to go to band
despite my mom not letting me go.and so i went.
came home yesterday w a super bad sore throat
and headache. even now i still have it.argh-
it hurts everytime i try to swallow something.
so irritating..
oh yeah before ngee ann poly, i went to sp
singapore poly.
im NOT going there.it looks like JTC, an industrial place.
bleahhh!
haha..and the mass comm guy frm ngee ann is nice
but argh i dont know.guess i shant make a decision now,
probably too early? ah who cares.
btw jus heard frm jeremy that william hung was on new paper
yesterday.
ahh!!!i missed it!damn-loL
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004 \ 3:08 PM
oh gosh this guy cant get any cuter.
williamhung.net people!
vote for him to go to hollywood pleease! : )
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Monday, February 02, 2004 \ 7:44 PM
OH YEAHH!! how could i forget.lol..i bumped into kai ngan at the busstop!!
he lost soo much weight leh aiyo,
but can see he's matured alot.
praise God : )
soo glad he goes to church now and all that.
soo glad to see him, havent seen him for sucha
loooong time!haha.
okay gtg off`!
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just reached home.
wenta cheryns house for "study session"
jo larry and ian were supposed to come along,
but in the end only me.
at first la.
cuz suddenly ian call say he can make it so he came at 4
and left at 530.
larry came arnd 5 i think. w my mushroom swiss!!yay
jo went out with her friends.wonder if she pierced!
haha anywayy.gosh i forgotten what i wanted to say.
argh nvm if i remember i shall blog again!!
hee : )
o yea i took lotsa pics!!haha
cheryns cam totally rocks.!
alright time to p0mp0m haha
off i go`
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Sunday, February 01, 2004 \ 8:10 PM
hah. cant really rememberso ill just settle by teling todays stuff.
went for youth as usual, kwite a great svc : )
and den went for lunch w larry
and met up with cheryn dotter to study!
her friend ian came too.
haha mos was REALLY noisy.
as in
REALLYREALLYREALLY noisy!
couldnt concentrate at all,
im glad i even finished my homework at all.
lol..
after tht went towning,
ian wanted to buy his school pants from john little.
(hes a john littler right ryn!haha =p)
den we took neos.
ryns good friend ian went to choose the one i look bad in
on purpose!tht idiot. lol bt the pics turned out kwite funny la.
then we had to go find some kueh for cheryns dad.
all sold out.haha and once again ian in the limelight,
i gotta say hes damn pro at trying to make ppl feel stupid -nodshead-
agree anot ryn?lolz..
o well supposed to go to ryns house after tht,
but her daddy was angry so we didnt : (
probably going tomorrow to study again
this time, really study i swear!
anw,bought lime mag
cuz it consisted of this i love poly life thingy.
kinda interesting, showed all the courses they had and stuff.
all their open houses are on 12-14th feb.wonder if ive got time to go.
i probably wana settle for poly.
take something like industrial design or mass comm or something similar.
im kinda looking at nyp. its probly one of the higher ranked polys lors.
hmm i dont know, shall see.
anw din-din time =p
cyaazz!!
i love r e t a r d s! (we rock right shir?)
oh yah and its neeeecole. not nickynickynickynicky okay =p
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okay.
what did i signed into blog for?
let me think for a moment.
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