Saturday, August 30, 2003 \ 10:38 PM
愛情懸崖this song rawks :) go download it..haha..Ai qing xuan ya-jay chou妳說我像一個小孩
ni shuo wo xiang yi ge xiao hai妳猜
zong ai rang ni cai
我說妳才像個小孩
wo shuo ni cai xiang ge xiao hai
總要我說才明白
zong yao wo shuo cai ming bai
有些事太快
you xie shi tai kuai
失去了等待
shi qu liao deng dai
障礙
zhang ai
沒了期待
mei liao qi dai
我們的的愛
wo men de ai
怎麼才自然
zen me cai zi ran
每次溝通不來
mei ci gou tong bu lai
就要離開
jiu yao li kai
就說不要愛
jiu shuo bu yao ai
我掉進愛情懸崖
wo diao jin ai qing xuan ya
跌太深爬不出來
die tai shen pa bu chu lai
下降的速度太快
xia jiang de su du tai kuai
來不及踏上未來
lai bu ji ta shang wei lai
妳的愛反覆徘徊
ni de ai fan fu pai huai
打亂我呼吸節拍
da luan wo hu xi jie pai
該怎麼逃開
gai zen me tao kai
我控制不來
wo kong zhi bu lai
我掉進愛情懸崖
wo diao jin ai qing xuan ya
回想起妳的可愛
hui xiang qi ni de ke ai
傻傻的還在等待
sha sha de hai zai deng dai
以為妳還會回來
yi wei ni hai hui hui lai
妳的臉慢慢離開
ni de lian man man li kai
時間快將我掩埋
shi jian kuai jiang wo yan mai
消失的太快
xiao shi de tai kuai
我負荷不來
wo fu he bu lai
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introducing..
OUR DANCE SONG
*grinn-
u know.i kinda miss dance.haha
to think i was sick of it durin da practices.
its been fun.a wonderful experience..
and i so wana do it again next year lorh :)
and liz has a realle comfy bed haha..
i slept right thru da night u noe..haha..
newae todays oral haha..
we went at 8..had to wait for 3 hours before it was my turn lorh.
after 2.5 hrs i culdnt take it
joined 2 tables n fell asleep.
damn comfy oso!!haha din wana wake up..ask siying junrong..loL..
but the actual oral sucked..dont wana talk about it..
oh yah yongjian recorded our dance..
all gers no guys one haha..
but it was not bad esp the last part.
the larry-wipe-window part haha..
and the handstand wasnt that bad..
yepyep* thanks yongjian =p
l tan managed to record the charles n william dance.
yep but the view was kinda weird coz she sat at one side.
but its nice anyway. :)
nice to see people who can dance.dance.haha..
afta oral we went to toa payoh central foodfare to eat..
yep..then we went to j8 to see homerun's timing..
1830..peng..its too late loh so we decided not to watch
but i still wana see my gud lookin boy show lol..
after that we went coffee bean to sit n chat..i got to seat on the big chair
you know the one which i took pics in with ms sim? yah.haha
then i fell asleep..again yes i noe haha..
liz n yt went off to collect pictures n i fell asleep.
dint wake up until they came back loL..
n it was damn comfy oso lorhz..haha..
duno why everything so comfy lah haha..
newae..im weird today.
i was waiting for his sms lehz..
i never haf lorhx haha..
and he nvr msged so i kept on waiting.
u noe me i dont msg people i wait for them to msg me yahz.
*s h r u gs-
siying asked me who i liked this morning
and i didnt exactly gif an answer.
i jus went "dunno lah best is dont like anybody but.." neva continued.
well..coz its like he's damn nice n all..
and its like i got "good feelings" for him? yeah but..
on the other side i cant forget *him..
again i guess i still love *him? otherwise..
why would i be nervous when i heard that *he came back to school to watch the concert?
i dont know..i was like telling khai n he was like almost gona gif me a pep talk.
s i gh ~
jay's song aint helping me man..his songs are depressing.
but i like it.haha it suits my mood now..
well..lets just pray that i'll know soon yah..
*smiles*
gOd blEsS alL rEaDiN thIs =)
aMen~!
heexz!
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Friday, August 29, 2003 \ 10:42 PM
heyhey..am at lizz house right now..
yepp..
winnie supposed to come but no one can find her..
she left her hp at home and she's not home..
so cant contact her..
liz wants to murder her..haha
newae todays dance was realle realle good..
the lower sec one was kinda boring coz they lower sec pupils were dead..
they only cheer when the upper sec performers cheer..
wonder how our school gonna survive with people like them haha..
the upper sec pupils were sporting..
jamuna screamed for us the loudest could hear her from far away haha..
alfred..was..commenting? i dont know haha..
jeremy was laughin that us..that idiot promised me not to laugh!!
but im realle proud of my class guys. its like you hardly ever see them so serious lorhzx..
in class they are never serious. especially edmund leh..
he was actually serious..he counted the number of times he practiced at home..42..-.-
but jus wana say im damn proud of all the guys except alfred *sticks out tongue*
last minute quit..mr suparman will call him irresponsible..
we were soo good until even m goh said we did well u noe!!haha...
but of coruse something bad happened la..during the hey part i got injured
my contacts dropped out and my eye blood vessel burst haha..
guess hu hit me? liz la haha...
bt dont worry liz i dont blame u i forgive u :P haha
newae afta that we wenta orchard n watched freaky friday..
the soundtracks RAWK! but the show is..okay..
then we walked arnd..n went to meet mr yeo for.half hour
coz he had to go pick his bicycle up and then ride home from BUGIS.
smart hor..send his bike all da way there..haha
neway he keeps sting rays that weirdo..
but hes my 2nd fave techer anyway
thats why i pulled him up today durin concert.haha
upper sec i pulled mdm tan as i haf promised sebastian =p
then after that we met yewting joel daryl yeah
we went cine bowl to sit n chat haha..
then we went back to heeren to take funny neos.
yepyep..fun filled day and now im at liz house.. :)
well..dont think i haf nothing more to say la somebodys buggin me to stop :p
ciaoz
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Thursday, August 28, 2003 \ 7:20 PM
Never say I love you If you don't really careNever talk of feelings If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart If you don't have the key
nice poem..n true too :) love dat poem..
haha... :) changed blogskin.like this one la what to do?
but the tagboard n links are kinda screwed.
larry supopsed to help me solve it but.
he went offline suddenly yesterday so *shrugs
well..tmrws da big day!!haha
we practised quite alot today n hope that tmrw i wont forget to bring
the belt.
hair spray.
my confidence.
my nice smile.
money.$ka-ching!!$
haha..
todays practise wasnt bad. yep but someone forgot to turn up.
JO WHERE WERE U!!!!tmrws da performance leh!!
newae m gohs so stingy.our sec 3 grp almost 20 pple she still wan us to share.
share classrm
wif da charles n william grp..(charles n william de name sounds lyk sum clothing brand loL it jus goes togetha.)
haha.oaky gotta decide what time im goin to go tmrw.
yeah.think i'll reach there arnd 7?
crap i gotta wake up before 6 like that haha..
okayokay nvrm for the sake of our performance..
*grinn-
jus for that day im gonna put everything that other pple has said abt me aside,
n concentrate. coz my dear fren is specially coming back to school,
to see me dance.haha..nice frens i got rite??
wee gonna go watch freaky friday tmrw.
n prob search for my roxy pencil case which someone has promised to get me.
haha..coz i got a2 for my a maths..11/15
yay!!haha
im sososososososo happee i passed kay!
i worked for hard for my maths..
damn disappointed when i failed e but i passed a maths!!
*dances
haha..
okayokay think i got nothing else to say already..
gud luck to me tmrw gud luck to all those performing :)
-we're so gonna pull koh bc ltan mr yeo mr paul nah up stage man haha-
oh yah today mr yeo was weird. he was behind us.
then he suddenly went "er-hmm" so i er hmm back..
we did that for like 5 times before i stopped and went "what?" n started laughing.
u noe what stupid thing he said?
"eh,you have nice dimples!"
(-_-") haha..
"but those arent dimples ryt.those are ni wos"
whadever in english it is..i duno haha he doesnt either.
well, he's my lamest teacher but the closest teacher i've got.
so happie teachers day yeoyeo!! <-if he eva reads this.
haha..
time ta bathe peeps.
adioZ
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Wednesday, August 27, 2003 \ 10:06 PM
i jus saw mars-red star. its really pretty!! *s*t*a*r*r*y =)haha neway someone said i looked korean..
so now im whad?
korean+jap+cambodian+thai+malaysian+taiwanese+filipino+indonesian+malay..
everything but what i am..haha
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-youremyjamimyurmagarine=p-
haha..a secret!!
neway had lessons as usual..
tests were deadly.as usual.haha
esp chem.its damn damn damn hard lorhz..
if jessica nvr help me i think i get 1 only..
its lyk mrs tan say those who are smart finish hand up the paper first den all go sleep.
noe whad happen?we all offered to hand up paper n go sleep afta lookin at it.
haha...that bad lorh..((the whole papers just wrong =x))
and yeah i failed my e maths..sigh 6/15..
khai passed n he kept saying he failed!! *strangles*
afta sch we had dance pract for awhile.
the guys are doin realle realle well..
yepyep -huggies- so proud of ya all..
thinking of the start when all of us were never serious..
now we're sososo much better and u guys are doin better than da gerLs!!!
i realle realle want this performance to be a success so work hard kay pple~
afta pract arnd 4..we wenta j8 to get hair spray.
the guys bot glitter,gerls glitter+pink..guys wana do red..
yeah hope we look nice..i noe we're gonna look outta da ordinary lor haha..
but its special.something different from others. *grinns-
today siying asked me who i liked now.
i dont know.thats what i told her.
coz i realle dont know.until now.
but i guess its still same..nvr change..
that was jus another phase..another tiny crush.
but its over and back to *him once again.
its that hard isnt it, just to forget one person?
sometimes i wish my memory gets washed.then *he'll be outta my mind.
but i dont want to coz once again i want the happy memories to stay.
well.at least we had happy memories once.altho we nvr got together.
alritey shall stop here..mars coming soon haha..
n ICE CWEAM!! yayy~
*i noe im gettin fat stop rollin ur eyes~*
cIaOs!!
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Tuesday, August 26, 2003 \ 6:12 PM
-im downloading all the songs that the teachers day performance has haha..-todays rehearsal was kinda shitty for da rest.
but not bad for us coz we improved slightly
yepyep :)
thenn afta rehearsal we went to 4t1 clsrm to pract..
it
was
really
really really
BIG!!and COOL..the aircon la.loL..
love that clsrm man duno why i dont get that.
my aircon is HOT one lor haha..
newae im sosososo glad that we're not kicked out.
mgoh merely asked us to add some life into our movements.
which may mean that she thinks we improved too? yayy haha..
hafta go buy pink hairspray soon..smile..and i get to skip
ACES DAY..haha yay again..
todays a n e maths was fine..maybe can pass la..haha..
nt sure though..a maths 60% emaths 40% can pass haha..
but ppl say e maths easier..*shrugs i duno i find a maths easier
tmrw's chem n physics.im so gonna die cos i duno anything lorhz..
so im gonna study later yepyep..
hardworking ryt?haha
clay+scgb+hillsongs r a w k =p
dont ask me why just suddenly felt like typing that lol..
haha alfian's msn pic is a combination of someone n barbie's ken.
funny sia..cant stand it..loL..
i mean he didnt put it together.he put a pic of someone.
n that person looks like someone n barbie's ken combined together..loL..
neway gonna go burn n cd now n prepare to go out..
meet khai n study..
hope he remembers to bring his discman~
ciAoS..
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Monday, August 25, 2003 \ 6:05 PM
- s i g h` -lotsa thots on my mind lately.yeahh..can say im stressed?troubled?
haha..im not sure either..
see i dont even noe what state of mind im in.
*shrugs
newae wana thank my wonderful wonderful friends.
for being there for me when i need them,
lending me a shoulder, a hand.
always standing on my side
really thanks alot *smile-
love you all-
from the bottom of my heart haha..
todays common test was aite.
ss i wrote crap
english i wrote crappy crap..yep haha..
but i think shud be able to pass la..
tmrw we got e maths n a maths.whad am i doing online?
sheesh..i shud be studying shouldnt be here!!
haha..im still here anyway..crap..
had dance today..quite unproductive..coz..
coz of some reasons which i dont wana say here.
really hope that we can do well tmrw.
or rather we will!! *smile
and we will get thru tmrw n get to perform on teachers day..haha
aite aite i'll stop..haha
gotta go study..promised someone i'll study =p loL..
for 2 hours!! will die sia..haha
okayokay ciaos friends n strangers~
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Sunday, August 24, 2003 \ 8:55 PM
-daryl came and we wenta main service.it rawkz too!
koon and gang was dere.
yongquan too
hmmms.
well.. big grp!
and nic was like..
"i feel like i m wif a grp of pai kia(ganster)"
haha..-
wow larry thanks alot for mentionin that.haha..
btw i din say that.i said "it feels lyk im wif a grp of ah bengs."
lol..realle lorhz..few of us stare here stare there (some of u will noe whad im saying)
s h r u g s just one big misunderstanding i guess
newae jessica larry n kaingan came to my church today yeah..
it was quite great but durin main svc the tp church boys joined us n everyone was lyk damn sleepy.
i took kaingans fone n played with it the whole day.the resolution on his fone pretty gud..(took a pic of larry sleeping in servicee!!)
haha..oh btw larry's entry was wrong.
yongquan n junxiong didnt come to my church.we coincedentally(i think) met them when we came out.
koon n his gang(duno them) came to my church.ya.
yepyep then we went study.
ok fine "study" coz we din do much. i did one question only haha..
so larry left first(family) then jessica n i went heeren to find my pencil case..
cant find the 990 one haha..all 1690 or more..damn ex but kwite nice!! (tempted)
bu she de mai..then nicenice sebastian offer to buy for me -we were smsing la-
but i told him not to..feel kwite bad.haha..
we took neos~kwite okay larh..no comments on it haha..
then came home.tired sia..loL..
tmrw first common tests. ss n english.dont care larhz..haha
but my poor friend gotta study real hard haha..
*sayang* grinn-
newae..i think i may have good news? maybe "good".
i
think
im
forgettin
*him?
but
im
not
sure.
i think.i may be falling for *his friend?
but im not sure.
i mean like *his friend is realle sweet to me n all.
and i have some hao gan towards him.
he ever tried a few times to express that he liked me.
but im not sure whether he's serious or kidding.
and i dont know whether im liking him.for him.
or im liking him so i can forget *him.
if its the latter i wont want to. coz he's so nice i wont wana hurt him.
i hope i can know soon.
i hope i can realise it realle realle soon.
*shrugs s i g h..
neway yesterdays rehearsal totally.screwed.up.yeah..
coz some pple were unsatisfied with other pple and nobody felt like dancing.
so..the whole thing screwed up.
yeah n i hafta say i haf no choice but to put our performance as last on ranking for yesterday.
m goh said that if we didnt do better by tuesday we'll prob get kicked out.
i dont want that.
we've come so far.
practised so much.
just to get kicked out?
but some pple refuse to pract tmrw.i really dont know what to do.
sigh im tired.shall stop here.
adios~
*smiles*
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Friday, August 22, 2003 \ 5:00 PM
bastard sia..haha..n its damn ugly alSo..~
s i a n- `
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Thursday, August 21, 2003 \ 8:31 PM
How Will Your World End?
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oh wow.im living in a dream?
what rubbish.
i wish my life was a dream,
then maybe there wont be so much..to bear..
then i wont have to miss you.
wont have to think of you.
wont have to let my thots wonder.
but..
i would want my happy times with you to be real.
your sweet words,
your love for me.
your everything u had all planned out for us...
shrugs i wrote my wishlist on my table n it included *h i m..khai saw n once again..he said "thot u said u wanted to forget *him n here u write *him..just give up lah!!" n once again i said "its hard to forget someone" its true..
newae had band today and i was in charge!!woohoo the feeling was really wonderful man haha =x i got to take whole band drills..n other stuff.. x) loved it!haha too bad only lasted one day..
i duno wad to say haha.oh yah sebastian asked me to go watch horror movie with him..if he manage to quit smoking..i don wana watch..but i want him to quit smoking..hw hw hw haha..
but i hate scary shows.s i g h..life is all abt making decisions. make sure u make a radical decision =x
had some stupid survey today.waste of my time.cant find my emaths file.dying soon.haha
s i a n s-
okayokay i'll stop here..ciaos..
hillsongs still r a w k!! sgcb too :)
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Wednesday, August 20, 2003 \ 10:17 PM
oh yah did i tell you all that i passed my a n e maths tests? haha..din expect to pass..got 10/15 for both..yayy!!haha i passed!!! *smiles WIDE*im havin a mind block now.carnt think of anymore designs for my namecard holder.
i've come up with around 5 sucky designs which.suck?
newae..yesterday junrong said to himself "why am i liking someone who doesnt like me?"
and i thot about it for my own case.why am i liking someone who prob forgotten me?
i knoe i knoe. i prob said this so many times its uncountable.
then today khai was like "just let go.its been a year already its so long. just forget him la.."
he said it so.easily. so i was like "easier said than done, if i ask u to forget ur gerl in a day can you do that?"
n he replied "but u have a reason for givin up. i dont"
i thot abt it and it really really made sense.
but its too hard to let go.
not easy to keep goin on like that too.
there are many fish out in the sea? haha no fish will want me la..i want no fish either.. yea..
*shakes head* i dont want to think anymore about this.i'll feel worse.spoil my mood.
*does free dance* cool.haha
kaykay beter go back to thinking my designs..save me!! =p
adioZ~
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today was a funny day.
half of the day im pissed off.
the other half im happy.
n i was sad for a little part of the day
*laughs* let me say it from the beginning.
in the morning i was real pissed with khairul n edmund.coz khai culdnt go for dance for some reasons..
then ed dint want to dance coz of his little toe.
so i was pissed loh.budden i thot it out..khai cant be blame n well..
culdnt be bothered with edmund so i went back to normal haha..
then during recess..ms chew told me that she wanted to send me for band sergeant major course?
yea n i was realle realle happy..n she told me to look for her after school.
then siying told me she overheard someone telling ms chew that i shudnt go for the course coz im too "hao wan"(want to play) then ms chew said "but she can dan dang da chang mian"(can face crowd? i dont know..haha)
so when i heard that i was a lil worried already..
but everyone assured me that i'll get in somehow.
who knew that when i went to look for her..she said "oh too bad..they told me they only wanted tuba players.."
so now they gonna send hu? EUGENE..like wtf??
let a sec 2 go instead of me?or any sec 3?
i dont know whether she's telling the truth anot but i like ms chew alot so i kinda trust her loh..
i hope she's telling the truth to me..im damn sad i cant go..i realle realle wana go lorh..
if they send another sec 3 im gonna be sososo pissed with the person who stabbed me in the back..
like what i do that they wana go against me man..a r g h-`
i almost cried man coz i couldnt go.it was like a once in a lifetime leh!!
and then the dance rehearsal was screwed up. but luckily not only ours others too.
almost all.haha
only the piano guy did it well..super expressive man he..
then someone asked me to go tryout for emcee.
i said okay.just for fun.coz if i went alfred would go too.
n alfred pretended to be president bush..some indian guy..it was realle damn funny i just sat there and.
laughed! loL
he's gettin to be more humorous by day.n more gay loL..
then we went PS to buy the cloth n we gonna tie it as belts.its realle pretty cloths *smiles*
cost arnd 15 bucks in total.not that ex la~
-better than life-
better than the riches of this world,
better than the sound of my friends voices,
better than the biggest draems of my heart,
and thats just the start.
better than getting what i say i need,
better than living the life that i want to,
better than the love anyone could give,
your love is,
you hold me now in your arms,
and never let me go.
you oh lord make the sun shine,
and the moon light in the night sky.
you give me breath and all your love,
i give my heart to you beacuse
i cant stop falling in love with you,
i'll never stop falling in love with you.
i cant stop falling in love with you,
i'll never stop falling in love with you.
*grinns-
ciaos~~
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Tuesday, August 19, 2003 \ 10:10 PM
-i was in a good good mood today until SOMEBODY lied to me+somebody is angry that we're doing something and that pissed me off..you know we have our reasons for doing everything??-sheesh so unreasonable man that person..
im not gonna say who la.but its just unreasonable!!
i mean hw could that person lie to me saying that it has something on but actually went out to play..
think im stupid or whad..
n hw could the other person be pissed off over something that we do n we have a reason for it?
n the farni thing is that they're connected.somehow.
*laughs head off* omg its SO SO SO wrong!!
aiyo stomacheache loL..luff too much =x
okay okay im bad but its true.!!
listening hillsongs now..they totally. r a w k!!
haha..i think i better change the title of my blog =p
hillsongs N sgcb rox! haha..
-i will arise and lift my eyes to see your majesty, your holiness and all i am will bless you. my hope is in the name of lord, where my help comes from, you're my strength my song. my trust is in the name of the lord, i will see your face, you are faithful-
-singing =p
had dance pract today.
the great wall of china is well.chinese? just lyk my hair haha(marilyn tied 2 pigtails for me jus in case u din noe)..
well it went alright..the dance n all that..but winnie says its still kinda messy.
im lookin forward to see da rest of the dances man..
anyway my mom n i prayed for larry just now. yepp..
and dont worry larry soon you can come to church!!i know it!!hee~
well got great news too..jessica's coming to my church this sunday and kai ngan told me he wants to accept..
yayy -huggs- so happy for him haha..
im so glad to see so many frens gettin to know the lord yea..
its really wonderful.. :)
happy happy happy haha but what to do..
there has to be spoilers in this world doesnt there? *grinn-
not gonna say hu either..
but another good news is that sebastian has agreed..
to tryto quit smoking..-hugs-
coz he wanted to repay me for helping him in his speech which got either 30 or 33 outta 40..
quite good ryte =D haha..so i requested that n he said he'll try..
i gave him half a year to a years time to quit and he will make it!!i know it!!
jiayou!! *smiles*
- in the morning i cant stop praising your name in the evening i cant stop praising your name -
well..here it comes again..
i miss him
cant help it right.
i really really do.
im lyk back to square one?
but at least now i dont go real depressed n all that.
coz i've been in really really good moods lately ((-smiles-))
but i still *misshimlovehimwanthim*.
which is really kinda impossible?
//wanna tell you i miss you though you probably forgotten that i exist\its like talking to space
s i g hs- what can i do other than miss him?
break up his relationship with that whateverhernameis gerl?
*shakes head* nope im not gonna do that..
oh yah we decided to spray pink hair for our performance n the guys white.
its prob gonna be realle cool i guess..
*cross fingers* hope the performance or rehearsals dont screw up!
shit.its screwed up already.nvrm shall say details another time..
ciao
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Monday, August 18, 2003 \ 6:30 PM
hillsongs!
not to forget my youth church!!
you know by now some of you should know what i want already...
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almost forgot to say this..my friend..had a dream.
a dream that *him n i went stead together n he said he was really happy in that dream.
because we came together. n he likes happy endings. o.0
but he doesnt know that i like *him. thank god.
haha coz they're in the same sch.
well..i really hope it comes thru.
hope the dream means something good.
but like what pastor brian said, i wont go i hope so.:)
but dreams are often the opposite of reality -holland V
but i know whatever happens, my beloved daddy up there will always be there for me.
to protect me from any harm *grinn- m u a c k s!!
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-everyday its u i live for. everday i'll follow after you. everyday i'll walk with you my lord-
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i went for their concert and they totally rock lorh..the music was great..the annointing was so so so there..everybody were just putting all their worries aside and just worshipping the lord.
nothing else but just worshipping!!and well, all our worries and stresses just.poofed. disappeared!!
im realle realle speechless about the concert.
i dont know what to say!!its THAT good lorh.. i'll try lah..
its gud. its FANTASTIC. ITS AWESOME. ITS OUTTA THIS WORLD!!! hahaha...
see hw much i luv it??
i went for both nights n im so so glad i went coz the songs were different but the atmosphere n annointing was still THERE..
i think total around 15 000++ pple went to watch them? oh man i already miss them you know.
darlene said that if we got any depressions that day, just pray along with her. i did. and guess what.im on cloud 9 today!! i dont know why. thats how wonderful our best friend is i guess. our best friend.jesus.the lord. =D
pastor prince once said all the lord wants is for us to call him "daddy" and that was what i did.
i felt so so so loved. and im sure that he will never leave me nor forsake me =)
-in ur presence god is where i wana stay-
oh man oh man i want the hope cd!!!
i just jumped for joy during the concert, i wasnt jumping coz other people were jumping.
i was jumping for joy, for the lord. yepp i went all the way to the front and jumped like crazy n i felt really really good..
its such a great honour to be worshipping the bestest daddy ever!!
during shout to the lord..i sorta cried. yea..on the 2nd day i cried. i dont know why.i just cried.
first time i cry for a song yea? haha..but its not just a song.
its a song of praise and worship to the wonderful guy up there.. heEz~
its wonderful to be able to have a relationship with the lord. i dare say that after i accepted christ, i've changed yea?
i've become alot alot more cheerful unlike the past.haha..i dont know whether you think so but i feel alot alot better and i feel really blessed.
just like all of god's other children. :)
*wonders if i can get hillsongs music on my blogg*
-hugs larry- larry accepted christ!!yayy haha..
he went down during altar call during hillsongs service when pastor brian houston did an altar call.
damn proud of u larry!! i promise you this will be the best decision you've ever made, you will never regret!!
you life will just. turn around~yepyep like mine :) my own "testimony"!! haha..
singapore is such a blessed country. and we're so blessed to be in such a blessed country.blesses upon blessings =)
*shout to the lord*
My Jesus, my Savior
Lord there is none like you
All of my days, I want to praise
The wonders of your mighty love
My comfort, my Shelter
Tower of refuge and stength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship you
Shout to the Lord, all the earth
Let us sing.
Power and majesty, praise to the king.
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work of your hands
Forever I'll love you, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in you
yepp nothing compares to the promise i have in u :)
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Friday, August 15, 2003 \ 10:44 PM
-how can i sing when my words haf run dry. how can i smile :) with a tear in my eye :'( summers so lost when its raining in june. thats how it feels when im missing u-omg my screen just flickered. uh oh..i dowan that to happen ever again!! x-crosses fingers-x
had psl last session today..kinda miss the 1e2 pple..yepyep gladys made a really pretty card for me..thankew darling :) and the rest made real nice ones too thankew all!!!
then we had dance..okay "dance" coz we didnt really pract.or i dint really pract loL..spent arnd an hour talking to seamus..yvonne..some guy that i only got to know today felix..yea..i was lyk da only sec 3 n everyone frm 4e4 hu was comin down gave me da funny eye. wads so weird? got a problem? =p
oh yah peng xiong plays the guitar!!haha..n IM NOT SUAKU!!
lessons were boring.im so failing my emaths.yep.
well.
lyk usual.
i thot abt him.again.
for no rhyme or reason.
thats so me lorh.
no wonder they say a leopard never changes its spots.
n i almost cried, at a point of time today.
actually a few times.
when i heard our song.
when i was talking abt relationships to my frens.
s i g h-
im nuts.over a guy.
a guy.
how much dumber can i get?
oh yeah jus dumberer lorh.
*shakes head* im just so.
hopeless-
hopelessly in love. i guess.
*shrugs i dont really wana talk abt this again.
and again.
and again until i cant stop myself.
so i guess. im stopping here.yeaa not really in a mood to continue anymore..
*yawns gotta wait for sebastian to come online. then i'll send him all my nice nice fotos haha.
and hillsongs is tmrw!yayy =)
love hillsongs.
yepyep// dey rock! hees..
kaykay stop here..shall stp boring ya all..nites~
- gone with the windd`
Thursday, August 14, 2003 \ 7:07 PM
I Drive Myself Crazyooooh....
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)
You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
oohhhhhh....la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala...oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do
you can sing along if you want to haha.. =p
this song really..kinda..lyk..describes how im feeling now? yeah
driving myself crazy over *you..wanting *you the way that i do..made a mistake and let *you go
a few pple haf been askin me for love advice..dey haf this impression that im lyk.pro? bud gotta say that im not..coz im..i dont know how to describe. i culd only confirm my feelings after i've lost that person,without knowing it. am i dumb or whad..n this is teh worst one..i've nvr felt so much regret over a guy before.
*you are the first *u know..*u know how much pain *u have caused me..its uncountable..just uncountable..thads how much i love *you..s i gh..
whats the use of saying it..he's not even here to read it..i dont know where is he anymore.i only know a few things.
1-he's happily attached
2-probably forgotten me
3-totally lost contact with me
4-probably doesnt even remember me as a friend anymore
and i know some of myself.
1-hoping to get attached with him which shud haf happened from last yr to beginning of this yr.
2-can never forget him
3-trying to get in contact but dont dare to ask for his number from his friend.
4-will remember him as more than a friend
5-super duper regrets not knowing my own feelings n avoiding him when i was confused.
*shakes head* sometimes i wana.cry? but i ever sworn to myself that i'll never ever cry over a guy again after..my 2nd..yea im not gonna mention his name..so i jsut gotta hold back the tears.
-wanting you teh way that i do but i'll just be happy to have you at all-
is it THAT hard to forget someone? then why do i see pple in my class going from girl to girl, boy to boy with no difficulty at all..wish i were them.then mabbe things wuld be much much easier..
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am drawing a line to stop talkin abt him.thats the limit.before i really go nuts over a guy. yea a guy.
today sch was alright..boring as usual. had ss workshop today after school..yeah miss dinner called the back row ppl chacha bomb ((huh??)) and we had lotsa lotsa jokes haha..really funny..but if i say it here it wont be funny to you..coz it'll only be funny when u're at that place at that time..yepyep then went home with edmund.had a few funny jokes on the bus as usual. i made funny faces imitating someone. not gonna say hu haha..probly embarassed myself but it was funn..
i also modified a pomfret version of the GROW song..haha..its damn..insulting to someone larh..haha..i wont say hu again =x
my folio is progressing really slowly..i only come up with 2 ideas.i need lyk 10 loh..where am i gonna get ideas..mr ng wants me to put in more geomatrical shapes how ever u spell geometrical..
newae we went to blk 4 mac for lunch before ss workshop(baz ed clara n me) n we saw fiona xie..the lil pri sch kiddies were lyk amazed so many asked for her signature..when she left 4 of us said bye n she went "byebye..shieh shieh" in her "cute" voice haha..but she's not bad eh quite chio..2nd time i saw her n she is really really slim..*e n v y * the pri sch kids followed her like some dog sia..whats so interesting abt an actress..*shakes head* immatured thinking..
okay okay i probly gotta go bathe now den get started studyin for my e maths test tmrw n my folio as well..dowanna be left behind.. c y a
-pomfrets are cool- =p
((dont.wanna.try.dont.wanna.try.dont.wanna.try.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2003 \ 9:08 PM
-i dont know why.im not supposed to whad.whie am i still doing so?
i only dare say that is has only becum
*shakes head*i really dont know.im confused.lyk again. or rather, still confused.
i jus realised i never stopped being confused although i never spoke abt *him for a long time.
-how i wish it were as easy as abc instead of lyk trigo. something that i'll never understand.-
alrite alrite i know im not supposed to say abt it..i'll stop typing abt it okayy..
*but i dont know if my heart n mind can stop thinking abt it*
s i g h s*
had functions test today..lost 3 marks coz i drew the graph on graph paper when im supposed to sketch it..see how smart i am? haha..had dnt test too..maybe can pass maybe not..then compo test..also might fail coz i wrote crap.but waddaya knoe? l tan LOVES crap..haha..so maybe can pass larhz..it all depends on da marker..
had s.s. workshop afta school..the woman..whats her name again? miss dinner..haha..was really a nutcase mann..really really crazy woman..suitable for edmund..potential wife for him.haha i got a dasao already..=p
newae da sec4s got back their chinese Os today..my marche treat jus flew away. lol...bernard got a c5..nvrm lah boy..its okay one..at least u passed!! rest of my friends passed too..some of them did quite well x) proud of ya all..haha.. -huggs all who did well-
okae okay i hafta leave this in a short entry coz i gotta do my folio..yepyep sians..hai haha..
c y a . d a r l i n g s . m u a c k s --
n i c .
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Tuesday, August 12, 2003 \ 10:42 PM
heyy was talking to one of my gud gud friends..or msging rather..yepyep..for a very very long time..ever since..erm yesterday?haha..yeah n i got to knoe how *he was getting along (dont get it wrong "*he" is not my friend..is yea..the guy..) and he's happy from what i hear frm my friend..thats good..s i g h-
i really want this badly..
*him to become
means totally outta my life. he's getting out slowly..but..i've been thinking abt him for the past few days..and i tried not to admit to myself that i actually did so..but i just cant deny it..s i g h s-
guess i'll haf to do what i adviced ronald to.. -if you see the person that you love happy, you will be happy too. love canot be forced to order- n i knoe how he felt when i told him that..coz i feel it too..yea..you feel.kinda..sad but yet happy? i dont knoe how to put it into words..its just a very funny feeling..something..that i cant describe..
maybe i should stop talking about that.
i feel worse. i feel like i miss him more than i ever had these 2 months.when i thot that i gotten over *him already.
*shakes head* nono this must stop. i hafta think of a way to stop it.
maybe its a good start if i actually stop talking abt *him i guess..
neway da sec 4s are gettin back their chinese Os results tmrw..gudd luck pple.. :)) bernard..remember my marche!!u'll get a1..i'll pray for ya for my marche =p
got dnt..compo test n a maths test tmrw..sure fail either one of them..at least one of the 3..haha..
newae..wana announce something..listerine doesnt work!! my class pple noes why la..something to do with koh bc =p haha..
gotta stop here alraedy..go pray for bernard n koon for their results n for my tests.. =)
God bless beatty~!<==??? (dont ask me..im nuts-)
God bless st gabs concert band too!!<==this one u shud noe.. heeZ~
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Monday, August 11, 2003 \ 10:00 PM
-m goh is so so so bad-she actually ask all da sec 3s to put up an act together..all 3 performances we hafta link em together~ n whats worse is da people in the other performances..s i g h- unfair!! but what to do..see lah spoil my mood..arghx...!!!
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-some say-
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
not bad eh?? :) got this in an email..newae im proud to announce that...*drumroll*....
our group got thru da auditions officially!!!!yay* haha...told ya all dat we culd make it didnt i? x) dont believe u read back on my entries before the auditions lah!!haha..*jumps arnd* alright pardon me for my madness..haha..
yepyep other grps which got in are.. nazeeya's grp,zhimin's grp,leon a.k.a tong liang a.k.a eileen's grp, charles n william grp, a 3e1 piano soloist yansheng or something his name, i think 4t2 also....would like to congratulate them on getting in too :)) our hardwork nvr go to waste u see hee2..*huggs all* yepyep put up a nice performance alrite.
im plannign to lyk perfect our dance.coz some parts its really messy yeahh n im prob not gonna let that come out on stage..newae im happy that we got in!!yay haha..wonder what m goh said abt us..*thinks* oh well, hope its gud not bad. well gotta go for dinner now..
cya~!
-nic-
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Sunday, August 10, 2003 \ 9:34 PM
-sheesh.woke up late today n missed teenzeal.havent been there for lyk.almost a month.kinda miss 'em :)) -yeah but i went for 2pm svc!!haha but.. *looks sheepishly at the ground* was sleepin thruout da svc..haha..pretty tired i dont know why!!dont ask me..anyway today pastor prince took a break so pastor joshua spoke..yeah and i din noe what he was saying coz..i was sleeping~haha..feel quite bad..
<em>*yay hillsongs is next week.carnt wait!!haha..really really wana listen to them..they're really goood~!!
after service we went to..orchard..yep my mom wanted a find a new handbag..but the shop she wanted to go was close. oh yah btw remind me nvr to go to lucky plaza on a sunday alrite..geesh hate that place when i was there..haha..then we went to makan..n i pulled my family to go take a neoprint..not really nice lah..but i paid..*bet if i din pay they wouldnt eevn think of taking!! n we came home..
newae yesterday..what did we do?? hold on lemme think cant rem..haha..
oooh yeahh..haha..rem liaoz..i went to my grandmas house n fell asleep..her couch was never that comfy before man!!haha..slept for abt 2 hours before they woke me up then we hadta leave..aww~ it was lyk so comfy i din wana leave leyz haha..
then we went to bugis..U2 had this major major sale where u buy 3 pieces of clothing u'd haf 20% off the total even if the clothes chosen had discount on themselves..geddit? discounts upon discounts..so i got this sweater which used to cost 50 bucks but it became 19 which is really really worth it..its pretty nice too..my bro got a shirt n i wanted to buy a jeans but i decided that i looked fat in it so i let my mum get a pair of pants..*it kinda looked funny but i din say anything..haha
oh koon just asked me to go for this.."lesson"?? in his church..14 weeks..every sat for 14 weeks..7.30-9pm.anybody interested? haha..if u guys go den i go larhz..i dowana go alone..duno anybody..
-dont.feel.lyk.going.school.tmrw!!.dont.feel.lyk.going.school.tmrw!!!- yeah thats how i feel now....i haet mondays man..its only sunday n im wishing that its friday tmrw.haha..
alritey i got nothing much to say now but this..
hey darhlings..i've been reading some of ya blogs n i realised that a few of u have been pretty downcast lately..just wana tell ya all that if anything happens i'll be there for ya alrite??thats why im yer frenn :) so if u haf any prob just approach me..i cant promise you the best advice but i sure can promise you that i'll give you a listening ear..and im sure that when you're sad thats all that you need.a listening ear.the last thing you need is people telling you what to do..so just give me a call if you guys feel down or anything kay? *m u a c ks luv ya all =)
-nic-
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Saturday, August 09, 2003 \ 1:10 PM
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-i think somebodys desperate but im not gonna say who is it =x-
haha..yepyep..im zipped..but some of you may know though..
newaes had ndp yesterday..most fun ndp i ever had..i mean the concert not the parade..the girl guides, ncc air..boys brigade n us band pple were like partying at the back of the hall, attracting lotsa attention haha..we danced,sang,waved,shouted..and basically..PARTIED..and it actually made me think.when these batch of people are gone..is beatty gonna be that fun anymore?
i know i used to hate beatty..but all these occassions actually made me like it quite alot..i just dont like the rules thats all.
it made me think.im leaving beatty next year and im so gonna miss it..sighx.. now i know why my friends keep coming back n all dat..
for the first time in my life.im gonna say this -beatty you rock!-
cant wait til next years national day concert where we could sit at the back n party with other ccas too..tis like for de first time ccas bond together.yepyep. :)) loved it!
wento orchard with dance pple,cheryn n wua huan after dismissal..to watch daddy day care at cine.cute kid eddie murphy had in that show..*m u a c ks so cute!!haha..then we walked to ps..and afta that everybody was like not in a gud mood..wad a wrong decision to go there mann..shudve stayed in orchard area..yeah..everyone went home except for liz cheryn jo n me..so we walked arnd..met wendy..went wisma kfc to eat tok eat tok haha..den we went home..i reached hme arnd..7++
and to add on to anything happy that day, we recieved a gud news :) but i cant say it =x lets just wait till monday alrite? heex*..think u all noe already..quite obvious rite??
i just hope everydays as good as yesterday..it was certainly fun..hardly get to be so happy nowadays..yep..
alritey gotta go for lunch..den going out with my family later..cya peeps..
oh yah btw
:+:happy national day!!:+:
-nichuggies-
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Thursday, August 07, 2003 \ 7:02 PM
had ndp sch parade rehearsal today. so bo liaoz..nothing better to do..we never had this kinda thing.n just for this i gota prepare my number one.now how stupid can it get? u think i prepare uniform that easy ah?geesh i swear its nothing but a waste of time..i hate school parades..meaninglessss...haha..now my neck is like aching coz of the saxophone strap..
btw khairul kept going "you noe why my hearts lonely? its with the kidneys and the intestines." haha..is that just crap or is that rubbish?? but it makes me luff anyway..
anyway am too tired to blog today coz of rehearsals n stuff.*yawns
talk later maybe.
cya peeps
-nic-
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Wednesday, August 06, 2003 \ 10:19 PM
-makes me that much stronger.makes me work a lil bit harder.makes me that much wiser.thanks for making me a fighter-the auditions are over.just like.that. yep n we dont know whether we're in or not..but winnie n wendy says that we got a high chance coz they really got bored at the end of the auditions..haha
am doing my folio now..finally getting started on it..haha..but some guy called edmund doesnt PLAN TO..and he should otherwise last minute work will be very very stressful..(believe me..im a guo lai ren..) haha..
newae todays sports day i got 2nd in my relay thanks to lifang..*MUACKS*she did really really well.heez..
oh yahh..must thk koon n sebas for helping me in my design specifications..*MUACKS* again..thankeww!!haha..
now i gotta ask one of dem how to do survey..im lyk moving backwards..loL..
anyway..went to kfc with khai n ed after sports day. actually there were a BIG group of us but 3 of us left first coz there was somebody in that grp.yeah so we left first n they went foodfare while we went kfc..khai treated me..heex..lurve my daddy man he rox =p
spend about i think..one hour there talking nonsense and laughing..ALOT? haha laugh until my stomach hurt..when you are sad..go find them they never fail to crack u up.. :)) they rock..luv ya all mann.. hee*
then we left kfc n went to popular to get stuff n walked around..then went home arnd 7.45 lidat..yeah..came home bathed eat n started on my folio..until now lorhz..haha..pretty tired thou.dance n sports day n all..*yawn..oh yahh cheryn got individual champ..=) proud of ya gurl!!keep it up!!
alright i better get started on the survey shit..*double yawn
nitey~
-nic
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Tuesday, August 05, 2003 \ 10:20 PM
-sing a song for me.aint nobody love you like i love you.your a girl and that what makes me trust ya.late at night i talk to you.-omgomgomgomg..tmrw's da AUDITIONS!!!
im like damn nervous lorh..today we practiced quite alot lah..but in between i was pretty pissed. coz there were SOME pple who refused to work with us and kept slacking loh..then all of us were like..okok MOST of us were like not happy with him and jaromes went "those who want to leave can leave dont drag the rest down." although he dint say directly but yeah that guy got what we were trying to say.n he began to work a lil bit larh.but after we left sch to go pract somewhere else he just left.like that. its damn pissing lorh..tmrws da auditions n i dont see that he's even bothered or what.
.ireallyreallyhopewecangetthrudaauditions.we practised sooo sooo hard over the weeks n finally its gonna be here..n if we like.dont get in right..its all gonna go to waste and i will be lyk.super.disappointed..sighx..
-qingtian-jaychou<-not bad =)
newae we went to charlottes house yesterday to finish the last minute of the dance.n we went guthrie building for ice cream after that. heex* nicenice haha..lurve that icecream manz..
and then today we practised lorh..yeah lidat..until about 7.25 then i went for my tution really really tired..and got all my sums wrong..haha..parents came to fetch me..(they bot durian!!yumyum)..came home ate durian!!haha..=p it was ohsodelicious mann..so long nvr eat that kinda durian..*licks fingers..yep!!finger-lickin good..haha..
-youmakemewannacallyouinthemiddleofthenight.youmakemewannaholdyoutillthemorninglight.youmakemewannalove.youmakemewannafall.youmakemewannasurrendermysoul-
oh yah my a maths test..haha i got 1/9..=x loL..duno how i did that man lowest a maths score EVER..haha..that is so so so bad..loL and im like happy????alright i admit.im weird...haha =p
guthriebuilding ice cream dark choc..omg..*temptation haha..
okayokay i'll stop my nonsense here =p
btw i still lurve sgcb..st gabs concert band!!haha...
nitey darhlings..
dancers:gud luck for tmrws audition..we will get in!!do our bestest best kay!! *muacks!
-nic//huggies//
- gone with the windd`
Sunday, August 03, 2003 \ 10:17 PM
click the date thingy ..the the archives yeah..for august then you can see other entries from thismonth.
-how can i sing when my words have run dry. how can i smile with a tear in my eye. summers so lost when its raining in june. thats how it feels when im missing you-
keep listening to this song over and over again..haha..
wenta liz church today. dumb dumb larry got lost and took few hours to get to the church. clara n i were saying "dumb n dumberer. when larry met lloyld. how ever u spell that crappy name. yea then after that we went to liz house to do the dance thingy.basically did nothing larh..I did nothing coz i had ta leave early..yeahz..but i heard they managed to complete around half a minute yeahz..
*yawn damn tired now..
oh yah when i finally reached suntec i walked ALL THE WAY to the rock auditiorium. n i recieved n sms from my dad saying he was at olio dome where i walked past like 20 minutes ago? geesh my legs were like aching lor..sighs..wat was worse? my mum made me buy a long long loooooong skirt haha..
just got nagging from my dad..saying he never see me put effort into my work blah blah blah..threaten to cancel my fone line..*sniggers HE CANT!! ITS A 2 YR PLAN..unless wtf he gif it to my bro..damn!~!!tok crap sia..i just look at my own stuff treating it as "er bian feng" like i always do..sometimes i do wonder whether im putting too much time into this dance thingy nots..haiz..
damn tired!! now theres a conflict whether i shuld go dance or band..coz its like..band mr tan wans us to go..but dance if i dont go right i wont know the steps..n tues theres ndp rehearsal..then..how can i learn da steps??
okay decided i skip band tmrw coz i already know da national anthem.but tues i confirm go rehearsal.yepyep. but i feel damn guilty ehz..sighs..its like seeing "something" fly away..haha..hope it comes back though..=p (only i will know what that something is.) haha..
kaykay i'll stop here..nitey sweetiess..
-nic hugs -
- gone with the windd`
Saturday, August 02, 2003 \ 3:21 PM
Your a HOT funge sundayyour sassy sometimes yet
Crazy and calm at others
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THATS DA WAY...i LURVE CHOC!! haha..
- gone with the windd`
Friday, August 01, 2003 \ 10:04 PM
-we are one singapore. one nation strong and free.a thousand different voices sing in harmony. we will stand togetha. togetha hand in hand. as one united people. singapore. my homeland.-cant stop singing this song haha..its not that nice but somehow to me its addictive :)
*a rainbow of a thousand colours lighting up the sky* :) nicenice.
today..had da boring lessons as usual..then had e maths test..dammit i saw wrongly ley!!-3 i see as 3 den my graph cock up..den the answers come out all..*sighz..dont wana talk about it man..
then after school we went for dance..okay lets put "dance" coz we did anything but dance. so many pple nvr come..everyone leave early..so we left at about 330 in the end..*shrugs duno how we gonna complete one minute like that lor..so this sunday i might be going to liz church..pract dance..yep..
then yewting larry jaromes winnie liz and me went j8..argh seriously hate that place. supposed to go watch lizzie mcguire.but ended up eating coz we agreed that if the timings werent good we'll makan instead (coz i wass starving..) yeah true enough they had NO lizzie mcguire there..*cross fingers hoping that it hasnt closed yet~* after eating we chatted for quite a long time..but basically yewting and i were playing lah only sometimes listen to them.haha..then after that we waited abt half an hour for liz dad to come.haha he's damn cute lor..call himself daddy dj lOL..what a fun daddy..heez~
-i've had enough im not gonna stay. im sorry for running away like this and im sorry i've already made my wish. but cinderella's got to go-
oh yah kena laughed at by two guys today coz we almsot boarded the wrong train haha..wrong side mah..=x so embarassing..
*yay today 1st august!!haha..another free 700 sms!!wooo~~!!!=p coz last month i use freakin lot lorz..i think overshot by 500 or something lidat..*sighs plus talktime..*double sigh..
hmm got physics homework..argh sians!!!my uncles coming tmrw.frm america.yeah..not really looking forward i guess? i realised i've become kinda unfeeling lately yah? haha only know how to laugh..lol..k larh i stop here before u die reading my boring entry =p
*christina aguilera-i am a lighter..i can burn..paper..*<--guess who wrote this haha..modified fighter loL..damn farni siaz...
-nic//huggies\\
- gone with the windd`
