Thursday, July 31, 2003 \ 9:39 PM
*yawndamn tired sehz..had 2.4 today den after that went for dance sommore..so super tired lorhx..still hafta finish one more compo..think i'll just write some shit n pass it up.
newae my 2.4 timing was not bad better than i expected :) 14.35min..yepyep..heez..i was like screamin when i saw my results coz i expected arnd 16 minutes considering the speed i ran at..haha..snail pace =p but i only walked for half a round same as last yr..so i've secured a gold then heez~! see what this means? you dont need to run those stupid pe rounds to get good timing u noee..=p
dance was something like a major screw up. simply a waste of time lor today. *shrug kinda starting to "hate" this?? and they keep changing partners!!arghz the last thing that i want lor matter-of-factly..duno wads wrong la i come in n i hear all this shit..
*yawns again oh yah after our 2.4 today mr yeo treated us to mac mcflurry!!heez~ thankeww!! =p ate up about 20 bucks from him hahaz..but its like the first teacher that we feel that he's our friend or soemthing like that yah..thats a good start i gues..*smiles*
alritey got my compo topic already..better go get started on it "handphones should be allowed in school.do you agree?" geez wad a stupid question *shakes head*
*doodles sigh must start le.. =) cya all maybe..later!! :)
*muackzz n huggies*
-nic
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Wednesday, July 30, 2003 \ 10:25 PM
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your pride has built a wall, so strong that i cant get thru
yeahyeah..i wish i could even see your pride but i cant..
lucern was supposed to help me get st gabs yrbk from his weird classmate but his weird classmate threw it away!!argh so pissed lor cant get it.no wonder he's weird..who the hell throws a yearbook away lor..i mean obviously you keep it for memories right and therefore i conclude this weirdo has none.zero.ling dan.kosong.no friends.
tmrw got 2.4..hope i can get B or C den maybe got chance of getting gold..yay haha..=p im not supposed to have any aims lor but after the 5 items yeahh haha..
we had dance today again..and i think its becoming better..we have about 45 seconds left(thats what liz says) so yay~ haha..the auditions may be postponed to next weds and i certainly hope so lor..coz if its true den we can pract more n polish up more..theres no time if its friday to polish up..yah..n we'll just be one big mess..except the front parts..first 2 minutes or so..
im trying to do my folio now but i dont know what to do..im confused..but i wana like progress on something lor..otherwise mr ng is so gonna get pissed..alraedy the test we keep disappointing him.sighz..
my wound hurts..its like something chewing into my flesh or something like that..painpain!!haha but i'll get on with it..sigh 2.4..hate it!!arghx..i duno whether i should go band tmrw anot..coz skali i go then they nvr announce leaders..like very weird lor..den i go for nothing..i better ask yixiong..
hah!they not announcing yet means i aint goin..=p i just wana noe the new leaders thats all..guess i'll go for dance after all *grin* we will get thru the auditions!! yes we will i have faith in my grp..we rock!! hee2 alritey..better stop here n get cracking on my dnt or else i will like never start lor..haha NITESS!!
aww poor ryan lost his fone..dont be too sad alrite *grins* =)
-im gonna be bored again-
nic
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Tuesday, July 29, 2003 \ 9:40 PM
To see the world in a grain of sand, and heaven in a wild flower, to hold infinity at the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hour.nicenice.. :)
newaes yesterday slept like damn early so din get to use da comp loe..tired sehz..haha..my wound still hurts though..but i'll be fine.. hee2..had functions test n chinese test today..both fine should be able to pass i guess..
yesterdae went liz house to teach clara da moves for de dance coz she doestn really knoe them..yep den today charlotte came to teach us..yehh got some conflict going in in that room but obviously some people are oblivious to it loH..*shrugs got nothing to say abotu that.
tmrw i got dnt n social studies test.argh hate social studies duno how i could do so well for my mid year..quite surprised actually hahaz..gt dance pract tmrw again..*yawn*elcott oso..den maybe got relay running..lifang nvr tell me whetehr im supposed to run nots leyy..don run better lah but i better bring my pe stuff in case..
damn tired seh just came back frm tution..haiZz..but still gotta study for my test..i mean tests..
today edmund sorta dislocated his finger while attempting a dance move..yah dislocated and still making a joke outta it..that guy ah i really got nothing to say..everyone so worried especially winnie (although she's like worried bout everything lahh haha) she sounded like a mother..hao ci xiang =p
kay lah i'll go study now if i think of anything i'll just type again oakee? :)
*study study study..whole day study..sian ahh~~*
-nic
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Sunday, July 27, 2003 \ 6:38 PM
here's our conversation.shh!!dont tell him!!haha..n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
alot of pple like u be4 siaz
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
can't help it, i'm irresistable.
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i kno one of them was you chio bu
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
yepyep p5 dat time haha.
n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
smart ah hw u noe
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i felt the same way
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
...
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
u liked me?!?! haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
well ya....
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
...nvr say haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
you didn't tell me either
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
hey u dont expect me to make first move wad..
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
well i'm like shy when it comes to expressin myself to choi bu's
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
i wasnt a chiobu in primary sch..i was..ugly..
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
im shy-er..n i dun believe gals shud express to guys first haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
guyz always have to be first
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
n wads more i tot u liked pin zhuang at that time
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i thought you liked that some otha guy
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
bball player
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
who?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
andrew or somethin
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
forgot his name
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
andreW?
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
whose that hahaz.
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
our batch one?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
ya
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
no lah i dont even noe that guy..
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
wad made u think i liked him man
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
maybe becuz everyone kept sayin it?
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
huh..there was such a rumour? u sure not
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
ya
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
there was some guy
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
forgot his name
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
i cant rem..i only rem i had rumours wif fazil..
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
dats all
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
but dat was like when u were wif pin zhuang already
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
the rumours were before i was with her
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
i go ask my fren haha..a bball guy ah
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
hah
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
i din even noe there was a rumour abt me..
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
seriously!?
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
yeahh
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
i only nv say anything coz there were rumours abt u n pin zhuang
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
there was a number of ppl who liked you
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
and they were always my friends
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
like who?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
if i did ask you, then they would get mad
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
arif
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
eddric
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
sandesh
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
rajiv
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
no kidding
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
seriously
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
arif n eddric?!!?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
ya!
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
rajiv!?1/
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
omg
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
p5 or p6?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
some5 some 6
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
who 5 hu 6??
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
desh, jiv, eddric
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
5
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
arif 6
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
haha i kinda noe arif like me coz i sit behind him then when fazil walk past he will like make fun of me but look abit jealous lidat but i nvr go think much of it
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i actually never saw that comin
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
saw what coming?
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
arif likin you
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
never saw any hints
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
btu when arif like me u don like me already wad
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i actually i had that crush a long time
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
..u didnt say anything!!!!arghz
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
ya i kno
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
i actually regret it
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
haha me too
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
maybe mother theresa made us like each other at dat time ;)
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
haha
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
thanx alot for all the thoughts in my mind bout ya
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
haha all erased already and i brought it back today? same for me
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
u brought it back for me
_____________ | Silent Assasin | ¯'(' Rest In Peace Bruce Lee *1940 -1973* ')' says:
but i aprreciate it
. n i c o l e
nothin lasts 4eva
though we want it to: says:
me too.. thankew
aww isnt it sweet.haha =x
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yep its 6pm and im still online..haha..nvr get down to my hw at alL..=x
spent all my time catchin up wif jog..yeah yeah jog's my yandao u noe hahaz..jk..he calls me chiobu so i call him yandao lor haha..
omg yi wee n clara actually liked him be4 haha..n clara still likes him now..its quite disgusting ah..but nvrm i nv liked that gerl since pri sch so im gonna act as da bitch hu's jog's gurl n piss clara ofF..coz jog doesnt like her either haha..
hehe i knoe its not nice lah but what to say? i hate that bitch..or rather those bitches..
haha nw we confessing our feelings for each other that we had in the past..quite funny lahh..we liked each other but nvr say it loL..*shrugs tok so much abt the past today..kinda miss it man..miss mrs chan gh too..my fave fave fave teacher of all time.. :) haha crap now we blaming each other for not saying it out..and we tot the other party liked someone else..he though i liked andrew..whu's dat man!!din even noe theres a rumour abt me haha..wad to do?its over newae..hahaz..long time ago now den say abit too late i guess..we're gud frens now though.. rite yandao? hahaz..but i still believe guys shud make da first move firsst!! :p
too serious too soon?
haha for me is too playful too late =P
i wana eat eggs!!!!crap la my whole house only one egg left..
*groan
omg more shocking things..arif eddric n rajiv liked me before??? haha..dats like super weird...haha i cant stop laughing..useless pple..especially arif n eddric..geEz..*shakes head*
damn farni i cant stop laughing..ultimate jokes of jokes..
i seriously am speechless and that conversation on that topic with sanjog is still goin on and i keep gettin shocks..haha..
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im sooo in love with st gabs band mann..sighz..*dream*
haha keep listenin to their choice piece over n over again..they rock :P
my body aches like anything now man..pain all over..cant move properly lehhz..haha..yesterday NAPFA..ipassed everything lah but i fell down during shuttle run.gt 3 injuries..but afta that i still went for dance..dint wana miss out on any new moves coz auditions next friday!! but still i dont think we learnt much.only filled in the beginning part n did the partner dance.sighx wonder how we gonna get thru it man.we went to shirleen's old condo there to pract coz they got a function room bigger than our classroom loL..
anyway woke up at arnd 11 today decided to get started on my looong overdued hw..haha..completed like half a compo..achievement? haha maybe..coz i nvr even touched any of my books for a whole week..so decided to miss church for this week then go start on the stupid homework..
*dreams of st gabs band again*
ook im crazy haha..but really they are good!!cross my heart hope to die hahaz..
k larh i go continue on my hw already..
cya pple..*huGgz*
-nic
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Friday, July 25, 2003 \ 9:08 PM
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ahhhh nooo...my previous entry is lost!!waddahell..
its weird to type da same thing all over again coz all those were like spontaneous lehhz..
sighz alrite i'll do it.
today we had dance. we have like only one week to finish 2 thirds of da dance coz da auditions is next friday..sigh..how to finish. some pple haven even learned it lor..hope we can get thru da auditions. they givin upper sec priority so..we're lookin on da good side :) the dance is pretty nice if everyone does it like properly lor..the guys not bad lehh
*gasp my foto album flew around 4e2 today haha..
damn tired ehh..seowling took like so many fotos..and she better bring it back on monday..she took da nicest ones!!arghx..
if i dont get it back..she'll get it from me
newae today dance yewting was like lookin at me funny..i noe its normal lah but it just made me laugh..alot haha..sorry eh boy.
koh.bc.is.stupid. haha i didnt pass up blue book but he caught everyone except me..wee~ btw just in case u dont know the hw was from last week haha..
*i never lived, before your love.
i never felt, before your touch.
and i never needed anyone to make me feel alive..
but then again i wasnt really living..
i never lived..before your love..*
how i wish i could live right now..sighz..
eew got napfa 5 items tmrw..sian 1/2..hate NAPFA..crap thingy~
oh yay my korkor said i looked quite cute..so did koon..in da pics haha..yay!! bhb sehz..haha..
oh yah promised to help ryan get his song.. :p
kay lah i go find now haha..
tok later or another time..
*do i miss you? i dont know but i think i do coz your song keeps running thru my mind*
-nic
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Thursday, July 24, 2003 \ 8:44 PM
i found a new love. a love for my cca, band.yep.i dont know why. call me crazy coz i used to hate band. but i love it now.
and im missing da practices..sobs.
just wana tell you guys that although we only got bronze, it doesnt matter anymore.what matters is that we are closer as a family now. all those that we've been thru will never be forgotten. memories stay forever, a medal doesnt. its not the medal that counts, its going thru it as a band and knowing that you've done your best. :) so jus wana tell you guys that i luv ya alL..
sighz..suddenly thought of him today. thot i forgotten him? wrong i guess..
but i think im starting to forget him already. think. yeh one day i will :) i hope.sometimes i wonder if he ever thot of me after he graduated.was everything he told me just to make me happy? i dont know. whie am i still waiting for his promise.i've never felt so stupid in my entire life.its not even worth it.i give advice about this kinda stuff to other pple and it works but it doesnt work on me..i dont know.i suddenly feel confused.*sighx*
st gabriel's concert band rox. they got da cute guys n da gd music haha.
keep listening over n over to their choice piece.not they play one lah thats why not that nice.
omg im a fan of another school band.. thats really funny haha..
anyway guess i pissed jonathan off like.again. i forgot to tell him i got dance pract every mon,wed,friday. then it was like he thot i wuld be free tmrw to go out wif him but im not.sighz..why i keep makin him angry.haha.no fated to be friends??maybe ah.haha..but i shudn't feel guilty rite, it aint my fault. alrite just a lil'.
newae today in sch i missed like 6 periods.missed koh bc's lesson!!wee~ loL..coz clara wasnt feeling well den siying sharini n i took care of her until we didnt want to listen to her anymore n called her dad over.yepyep. see we're nice friends heez~
oh yah the many many pics that i took are out. nicenice! haha..nvr looked better in pictures in my entire life except for when i was a baby before haha..but it isnt very nice lah just nice for me haha..i dont look like i wana kill someone at least.
peterloo overture.<--st gabs choice piece haha..nice!i mean they play nice esp da oboe solo..aww my hearts melting. *wonders if i culd put it in muh blog lehh hmm*
yesterday i came home like pretty late n got scolded by my mum yep.guess i'll better not come home too late nowadays before i get grounded man..like sharini.
i hafta stop sms-ing man otherwise my bill's gonna be another 50 bucks and im sure i have no money to afford that.considering this months gonna be prob 60?
spend alot of money on my hp sia..
oh yah these few days chi lesson we hadta to go to ava room to watch this "san guo zhi" thingy. i swear i have no idea waddahell they talking about alrite haha. cheem ah i only know there's a war and they all look pretty stupid.yepyep.
wonder whose gonna be in da new ex-co.
possibilities->scottie,sherlin,qianru,lihua..lizhen?? maybe i guess.
quite weird seeing my batch pple being da leaders but guess they prob deserve it if they get the leader posts. :)
alrite shall stop here and try to stop thinking abt him.and other stuff.
*missing you but you dont know, you probably forgotten that i even exist.*
nic
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Tuesday, July 22, 2003 \ 10:24 PM
i cried again today.twice.but once was tears of happiness once was tears of sadness..
we had syf today and that was da cause of the tears.
i cried afta our performance coz it was like we came a super super long way, had many "obstacles" during this path..but we made it thru anyway..and finally our performance was over..i wouldnt call it relief la.i mean i dont know why i cry etierh..but i just felt like crying.i guess i was feeling love for my band, after all we've been thru. seeing junxiong cry made me almost wana cry too..den i look at jiayi her eyes were red and yingwen was already flooding victoria.loL..den i started crying.but that wasnt very bad.
we got bronze. i dont want bronze. i do so badly want silver u noe..but i didnt cry coz we got bronze.
i cried coz i felt that i let mr tan down i cried immediately when i saw him.tried not to look at him for da rest of the day.i just felt that i let him down. but he told us that we didnt let him down. he was proud of us and he thot we did very well. that made me cry more. i mean he wanted a silver so much worse than me. and we let him down.
now whenever i think of the music we played for da comp, i feel damn sad and wanna cry.
anyway i should stop being sad about it. like mr tan said, life has to go on. i guess i'll just let it go on.
oh yah hafta say this just hafta!! st gabriels band guys are DAMN CUTE!! haha..debby n i spotted a few..mann..the drum major..the flutist (so small n cute) the oboe soloist(debby like, he got cute dimples haha) but i duno why but i keep lookin at this guy. he's not like very cute or wad la..but i think he looks..like..familiar.although i nvr seen him be4 n i think he thinks the same too coz he keeps lookin at me oso. haha weird.newaes bernard's syf ish this saturday.wish him all da best!
yesterday went to liz house to practice da dance steps.think it'll turn out.okay.yepp hope it does.
n i took more than 50 pictures.haha.picture lover=>me??
i think jonathan's angry with me? i dont know..cuz i dont want to meet him that soon i guess.but its not i dont want! im just not free this few weeks.msged him a sorry thou i dunno wad wrong i done. maybe coz i said erm.."stop tryin to make urself sound despo" i msged him a sorry n told him da truth already.but he didnt reply.hope he's not super angry or anything.
guess i'll stop here
gotta get the songs i played for syf outta my head before i cry again.
nitex
nic
p.s=>beattyband'03 rox..love ya all..jia you! we're all winners k!! *muackszx*
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Sunday, July 20, 2003 \ 9:43 PM
heyya..haha..today..had quite a gd day larh..went to church.youth in da morning n 3rd svc..fell asleep during 3rd..heez~
anyway band was pretty gd yesterday..did some drills FINALLY...
then went to watch 2 fast 2 furious with khai,ed,jessica,junrong,jeremy.
yep..quite nice..lyked da pink car..quite cool..heez~
then we took neoprints..haha damn farni ah..junrong damn cute..like usual!
loL..den we walked arnd orchard aimlessly..den we reenacted the scenes in cathay cine rite frm da beginnign..went down foodcourt..den msg me ask where i am den meet at 6th floor..sian until do dat kinda crap leh!! haha..
den khai was like "enuff la..leave liao la haha"
yepyep..den met bernard..HE NV SAY HI!!haha..just gave a lil wave..almost din recognize him..changed abit..coz he nv wear cap? loL..
anyway tmrws racial harmony..think we gotta do a stupid declaration lehh..haix..but most imptly i hope i dont embarass myself in dat costume haha..
guses i'll stop here..nitey sweettys
nic
p.s oh crap just realized he saw me in uniform!!!DIE..loL..
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Friday, July 18, 2003 \ 9:00 PM
FIGHTERAfter all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Ohh, Ohh, Ohh, ohhhh, Ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME
I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget,
Thought I, I remember
Ohhhh, yes I remember,
Ohhhh I remember
Thought I would forget,
Ohhhh, I remember
Ohhhh, yes I remember,
Ohhhh I remember
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
yah this song rawks//like rawkS!
but edmund changed it to LIGHTER instead of FIGHTER..crappy but funny la..
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i cried today.
infact just half an hour ago.
you know why?
coz nobody understands me
nobody in my family understands me.
i get home tired from school and all i get is nagging..i fight wif my bro somehow the fault lies on me.
why? coz he's younger?
that's crap. crappiest crap i ever heard in my entire life.
life in this family sucks
i cried before my parents got home..when they reached home my mum came to comfort me..helped at first.
in the end i realised she didnt understand me either. she thought i was crying coz of the fight wif my bro.
it wasnt. there was alot more than that to those tears. why shud i cry just coz i quarrel wif my bro?
thats super crap.
i just wanna run away
away from this stupid family.
why cant they understand me?
i feel more natural infront of my friends then when im at home.
i'm like acting at home.
i dont see my friends doing that at their house.
why cant i live like my other friends with their families?
they get home from sch tired the adults understand n leave them alone
but i get so much noises. i hear so much noise pollution from them its hurting my ears.
they never think abt how i feel. my brother is always right.
its so unfair. i wanna run away.
NOW.
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Thursday, July 17, 2003 \ 10:46 PM
alrightey i dont know how come my template can suddenly disappear.hahabut im smart!!i saved da template :P
hee2 hahax. jk la so hao lian loL..
anyway..ronald called me just now and we chatted for abt an hour..destress him coz he's like nervous bout tmrw? haha..quite humorous ah he actually..not the ronald den i heard abt from other pple..*shrugs
i hate fish.
ugly creatures lol..
was preparing my number one..lazie to polish my boots already..haha..
leave it as it is it'll look da same anyway..polish dont polish..waste my time..
prepare for hours just to wear for like 10 minutes of performance?
rubbish.
suparman is crap.
today afta sch i went to sharini's house to borrow a baju kurung(do we call it dat??) yeah it looks okay lah haha..doesnt look bad
not very good either loL..
*yawn* pretty tired been sleeping late these few days..turnin into a panda!!hahax.
guess i'll go prepare my stuff now again, double check..otehriwse tmrw get punishment die..
nitey sweeties *huggies*
nic
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Wednesday, July 16, 2003 \ 10:38 PM
What's your usual [mood]?
hee i KNOW!! :P
Are You Naughty or Nice?
okay this is NOT TRUE! i swear it isnt okay..haha im an angel!! right lucern?? :P
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Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
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this pic is weird..just weird..but..its quite true..im a happy person!!hahax.. :)
wht is wrong wif this blogg!!
everytime wana publish they say transfer error..irritating!!arGHx..
anyway today barry was trying to be funny lor..
first day come back to school kena caught for cheating in chinese spelling..he's damn...aiya duno wad to say lah..
kena warning by suparman already still wana play like that..i seriously got nothing to say. to think mdm tan actually put in gd words for him yesterdae then today he cheated infront of her in her spelling..pengz..
he is so dead lor
anyways afta elcott today i went orchard with liz to look for da SIA costume..but its like 29 bucks leh..
im so not goin to buy it.29 bucks just to wear one time? siao...
then when we walking this lady suddenly approach us..from teens one..she wanted to interview us..noe those funny columns where they ask funy questions? yah..
den it was like we gave stupid answers and i provided a very very stupid farni pic for the mag i think..i was like forcing myself to smile? its gonna turn out DAMN ugly lor..im gonna be so embarassed man..arghx..
but of course i hope it turns out fine la!! :) hahax..
die forgot not supposed to tell anyone!! *puts hand to mouth
nvrm lah u all nice pple rite? haha wont buy da mag ryte!!hahax..good!! love ya all mann!!
heez..k larh mi stop here le..
nitey niteexx!!
niC
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stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.
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Tuesday, July 15, 2003 \ 10:29 PM
hahax..today is like the onLy day where i got good news man..i won da debate for my class and we got into the finals!!woohoo!!
whats more im da best speaker!!wee.haha
loL..wana thank my class guys hu were damn supportive when i was speaking lor.. :) thankew guys..*muackkss!!*
we're against 3e1 in da finals.alexandra..pui*
im nutss..haha..
okay i think we finally finalised what song we gonna dance for tchers day-tearin up my heart dance mix
everybody's okay wif it except junrong who thinks its weird..we'll see first lah..hope it's better than any of the prefect dances man hahax..
anyway just came back from tution..GOT ELCOTT TMRW...damn sianz sia..
not sure whether e maths gt hw..
a maths gt but i duno where da hell is my ex book..
arGh..see..only ONE good thing happen to me..
but..i cant speak for the finals!!argh..
coz i got syf on that day..damn im gonna ask mr lawrence tan on thurs..
hope i can come back immediately afta the comp first so i can debate*hope hope*
anyways today barry got suspended..
haf no idea why eitehr..kinda unfair..i mean he didnt do anything majorly wrong..all small offences..
suparmans just against our class i tell you. he is so prejudiced.
racist too.
friday's our first rehearsal for the teachers day concert
hope nothing screws up. seriously.
nothing better screw up man..
haf to like find time to prepare my stupid uniform..!!!
tmrw prepare la.THINK i got time tmrw haha..
next mondays racial harmony, my grps gonna wear SIA uniform..hope its gonna be nice..hee~
haha..hope I LOOK NICE..not shitty..lol otherwise paiseh ah..haha
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Monday, July 14, 2003 \ 10:14 PM
IT FINALLY WORKS!!YAY..hahaxduno wad happen yesterday leh..weird..
anywayx..today i went to sch get released at 1130 yay!
coz there was awards day rehearsal..quite stupid lah..but waste of time oso..hahax..
then today den i noe tmr is debate!!so sharini n i discussed some points n stuff..afta her prefect thingy we went to toa payoh central to eat n discuss..we went swensens..yumm.. :)
my daddy helped me just now..thankew daddy!!*muacks*
he managed to come up with some very good points..haha smart guy..loL..
so now rini freddy n i are sorta rushing our stuff but i think we COULD make it la..maybe got chance of winning too..
nono i shud say we will win..hahax..must be confident!!
alrite i'll stop here then..gotta go do debate.. :)
gd luck to me..haha
nic
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Sunday, July 13, 2003 \ 10:30 PM
larry have helped nicole =) haha- gone with the windd`
what this transfer error thingy..irritating..make me republish like 3 times!!!!
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it works!!yay hahax..
alritey..todayx..went to tzt..had fun.. :)
laoda damn farni ah..always say farni jokes make us laugh..
still duno why he's called laoda..of all nicknames..haha
den went to main svc..and den went alot alot of places lor..quite sian.haha
crapx..i lost the debate motion paper!!arGHx..i better find it like FAST before sharini and freddy kills me..
*runs finger across throat*
till here for now~!
nic
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heyyas..this is officially..*ahem
my new blog!
ahahax.. :)
not bad ah the design..i'll work more out later.. :) for now i gotta go check out how to add links n all dat..
later!!
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